sigh...decision making time again...
n i dont know what God wants me to do either. sigh. how?
it seems like so fast....that recently i was just deciding whether to go jc or not. n now its like.....whether to work or to study. or what to study. where to work. im gettin so old!
i still dont know what to do!
n talking to so many people....they all about being bosses of their own company..or working in some big firm, or going into markets that are going to become popular like...hospitality etc.... so many pple have been askin me to go into that line..to become more competitive, so join the best companies...but sometimes i feel.....
i dont know. i just dont want that kind of lifestyle. i mean...i dont mind working in a good company if i still have a life...but i really dont see a point of working in really good companies n then u have NO life. just work till you die. work overnight....like some of my friends from sip.. i dont mind it once in a while but somehow everyweek is just scary. i will defintely burn out from it..
its like some singaporean mentally...to always be the best, go to the best schools, best workplaces n everything. but honestly, id rather work a less stressful job, one that still gives me time to do other stuff n i frankly dont mind earning less for such a life........but sometimes its like pressurizing that everyone assumes n asks you to join the top companies....
n people are always saying...work for those famous designers...or become like a celebrity designer...u earn alot of money n get popular.....but im jus happy working in a normal ID firm, designing what i like to design......
if money wasnt an issue, thats what i would do man. jus work for fun...enjoy the designing...i dont want a stressful life...i dont want a busy one...like my sis....who works like mad. it jus seems sad....SIGH>
so i dont know what i want to do yet...................howhowhow. anyway..enough ranting i guess. i can only see what God plans for my life............
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1 more week of hols. erk. got to use my underwater cam! how fun. abit hard to take pics but fun nonetheless. hehehe. testing mandy's funky glasses :D i love the sun! hehehe. :D funfun. i like tannin n taking pictures in the ppool. :D anyways. im feelin abit peckish. hahaha british word! tas! another british word! ....i think.
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mondooooo.
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selamat hari raya! ( i hope i got that correct) anyway josh called me...so enjoy! bye!
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i cant sleeeeeeeep
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*3:04 AM*
so anyways. us! i like. :D i like too. haha kidding. anyways..had fun..shopping in ikea is always fun. :D after that went to weizhi's school thingy....explored lasalle! the architectures cool but abit weird. haha.....n some of the works were not bad. their id first year learns so diff things from us thou! n he had a weird fren who kept asking us to take pictures. haha they are all hyper people.. oh n steph n jessie got me a cool present too. chocolate fondue set. kind of like urs right sharifah?? haha. and my sister got me something pretty. pretty right? haha its a french manicure set. haha okay la. sorry for the rest of you...that i din show ur presents. i love them too! jus din have the chance to take picture of them. haha. :D
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back from chinnaaa this is how they cook their lamb. nice ehhh. :) i thought this kitten was the cutest ever! so in love with it. the lady asked if we wanted to bring it home but......that would be too troublesome. haha. oh n the strangest thing happen. its like lucky but unlucky. hahah. we went to another desert...called the flaming mountain. and apparently it looks like its on fire or something. but the day i went there......it was.....raining! like what the! its a desert, its not supposed to rain. n my tour guide said in the past 10years hes been here....its never rained before. so its like cool...in a way but not cool cuz the whole mountain was foggy and i couldnt even see the mountains at all. oh well. ohoh n another cool thing. i actually saw a mirage. n i tell you. it looks freaking real! like seriously. so real man. until i got scared. like say im stuck in the desert next time n saw that...i would seriously think it was a lake and everything. so cool! but couldnt take a pic of it...too bad.. anyways im feeling lazy already....so ya thats the highlights of my trip. hehehe. :D and im so bored at home now....nothing to do! please someone ask me out! ask me out! ask me out! i have nothing to do!!!
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Monday, October 22, 2007
:D
yes. im still slackin at home. haha with some work to do. but.....anyway. :P
watching youtube again! haha......n i came across this song...which was from a taiwanese show...that i watched last time. which was okay i guess...din like the show that much. haha but the girl always sang this song in it.
n i jus realised its a christian song. isnt that weird?? haha like a christian song in a taiwanese show. haha....but ya i never really heard the lyrics properly so never thought much about it. but watching the youtube, it came with subtitles...so yes!
haha random. but quite a nice song. :D
my pet pig is hungry. feed it coins! 
look abit unglam. but how are u supposed to look glam underwater!
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
im so addicted to online shoppin. n i have to say its jessie's fault! haha. all cuz she started the online blog thing. reminded me of my ebay shop...so i started shopping online. n its addictive. i seriously spent the whole day shoppin. from...8pm to 4am in the morning. then slept. woke up. had lunch n started shopping all the way till now. which is 3am. so wrong man. haha...but ive controlled myself. n only bought 1 dress. :D which is pretty. but i dont know if im gonna wear it but oh well.
n i bought a pair of shorts too. pretty. :D
n im waiting to buy another dress now. haha so fun! i can shop for presents at home man...if i dont have time to go out n shop. haha bugis is too hot. :D
was lookin for bikinis too. but the cheap ones dont have my size! so annoying. haha. but all so pretty. SIGH. oh well....
ive also been watching youtube myth busters! i like that show. its really funny. would watch it on tv but i always dont know when its showing. haha., but check this video out. its so funny. watchin it makes me want to laugh. its like...so weird!
Monday, October 15, 2007
i realised my laptop has an in built mike. i always thought it din...........i know it sounds random but i seriously never knew that! so weird huh! n i found out...because i was talking n talking then suddenly i realised. eh. my mike plug is not plugged in. n how come i can still skype??? then i realised i never need to use the mike anyway! how weird is that! sow eird! seriously. after havin my laptop for......2 n half years then i found out! n ive been makin myself suffer using the mike n ear piece. wow. haha
so gong.
anyway i jus watched princess hours! haha again. i udnno. i went to watch goong s cuz it started showin on tv. but then i found it bit boring..becuz i guess it was the first part....but then watching it made me feel like watching princess hours so i did! hahaha. toot.
but i always liked that show. sigh. :D
anyways. been slackin n stuff..haha so lazy. but i love slacking! im born to waste time! haha.
yesterday went shoppin in bugis. yay. :D missed shopping! haha
this is what i bought! haha new shoes, 2 pairs of jeans n a tie! haha isnt the tie pretty. haha
bought some presents too. not bad. din spend that much money. yay. :D im happy. haha.
i gave myself a french manicure today. but...its so tiring to do it! my gosh....kept making mistakes. haha. n i jus realised i smudged an area. :( booo. too lazy to touch up already man. oh well.
okay la. shall go now.............feel sleepy. haha.
Saturday, October 13, 2007
anyway...i found this song that i really like! its so nice. i dunno. it jus keeps gettin stuck in my head. :D niceeee........
Thursday, October 11, 2007
blehhhh!!
i have to go school tom again! yucks! but must do cdi room. haha hopefully improve my 3d. hehehe. or at least improve my 3d library. har ahr har. spent the afternoon todaay downloadin all diff types of furn laa.....hehehehhe.
after school went to celebrate mervin's bday at the village. honestly.....marche is such a nicer name. dont understand them man........village is such a rip off. haha. had rosti n sausage. haha. which hock claims i ate half...but i think i ate more than that.....at least 3quarters. haha. but gosh. rosti's super filling la. should have eaten mash instead. :D
yummy. gettin hungry thinkin of mash potatoes. :D
anyways....went to drink after that...kk joined us...talked yada yada. i had a lychee martini. yum! i love all the lychee drinks man. yummmy yumm yummmmm! n crap la. so annoyed cuz i cant sleeeeeep!
argh!
but tonight was quite fun. heheh.
welllllss......i jus rem something. hahahaha. when i went on holiday with some aunties etc...one auntie asked if i wanted to be her son's date for his grad for OCS or soemthing? hahahah. anyone interested? hahahaha kidding. but so random! but i said no. haha later kana scolding from josh. hehe.
eh but sounds not bad le. goodlookin....n fit! can u imagine? should have a hot bod. haha hes in navy.....hahah. anyone want a blind date? also can fly plane...play tennis. not bad eh? hahahhahahahaha. yes i know. random. but i thought its funny that his mom was lookin for a date for him. ahha.
sigh. bloggin has not made me sleepy. howwww. tom still need to go school. ah....craps.
someone come and give me a head massage now! my head hurts! what can i do to sleeeep. :( n where are you joshhhh??? come talk to me online leeeee. me cannot sleeeeep.
okay brenda. stop whining. sighhhhhh...........no one is online. :( i feel lonely. haha.......facebook shall be my only fren for now......blehs.
Monday, October 08, 2007
Saturday, October 06, 2007
been doing nothing much...shopped abit. hehehehe. yays. i realised cotton on opened in sing! yay. hahaha...it was the shop that we went mad in aussieland, every diff place we went to had cotton on n we always went in n bought tons of stuff. haha the sales there are great! so yay...
but the shop here in singapore was quite small thou...compared to the ones in aussie!
oh well...more plains shirts around now...haha..
okay..im lazy to blog. going back to playin with facebook. hahah...im gonna miss playing this when fyp starts. eeeks.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
also went to the terracotta warriors...which was quite coollll its like super big and there were sm many warriors. niceeee. :D
at some lost civilisation thing...i dunno la.. it was jus super hot that day man. haha
