Monday, July 31, 2006



Man..i love this song! its by kutless..called I lift my eyes up....

I lift my eyes up, unto the moutains
where does my help come from?
My help comes from You, maker of heaven
creator of the earth

oh how I need you Lord
You are my only hope
You're my only prayer
so I will wait for You
to come and rescue me
to come and give me life

I really thank God for helpin me through my work! without him i'll be super tired and lost..n this song really helped me get through the tiredness from school...and ya. Such a nice song....its really meaningful man.

anyway...3 more weeks to end of p2. HAHA! i cant wait. :D

p2's not so bad now i guess...basically doin detailin and interiors which aint that bad. i hope. i dunno. lets hope my ideas are well liked! :D

anyway....i played tennis yesterday. okay lah. not really played. cuz we played with beginners so din get a chance to play a proper game. ah weeell..made me miss tennis. maybe when im free-er i can ask amaris to play! or stef. which reminds me. stef is leaving. :( soon. even though ive only known stef properly for a while....im gonna miss her. ;( sniff.

i'll miss you stef! u must email me............we've only got 18 more days left tog. n im so bbusy cant meet up n play. aaah. shall not think about it.

sighh...feel kinda dead today. so i shall go back to doin my layout. :( bye all.

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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

ohmygosh.

oh my. i dunno if any of you readin this watch greys anatomy. but. this weeks episode was so exciting. in a scary kinda way. it left me feelikng weird. anyway, it was about some bomb thingy n it was to be continued. so...i have the other episodes on my comp and couldnt wait so i watched the next one! hence..its 2 am now.. but the next episoide is so weird!

i wont spoil it for you all, but if u really dont wanna know anything....dont read anymore! but this episode made me feel funny. for some weird reason. the way it turned out esp. n that scary surprise made me want to cry for a moment. hahaha..gettin too attached to the show. but seriously. somehow i feel weird now. :( was so tempted to go watch the next episode but.....i should sleep soon. :) i want meredith and derrick to get tog! :(

haha. anyways. the show is......sad. :( i shall not think about it. i will focus on happy things. like the fact that i got a new fone! :) thanks josh. heh. :D

i will miss my old fone...liked it. but i like this one too cuz it has nicer features. too bad someone din think before about gettin me the Nseries. hmph. haha. kidding.

anyway. better sleep. im startin a new class tom. creative thinkin. hope i have frens in that class. night.

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Friday, July 21, 2006

eyebags

i dont like my eyebags. they're so ugly.

siiighhhh...submission tom! need to rush to school n print stuff. hehehhh.....my printer died on my tonight. of all nights. ah well...at least the school printer's quality is so much better. :P

i need sleep. haha. but im not sleepy. sighhh.....today was quite funny. i think sharifah n i went abit gong. or goon or whatever. since the mornin we were so blur n.....weird. haha. we did the stupidest things. and also we were kinda high. hahah everyone was like doin work...n we'll be playing. :P

ah well.......sharifah. this is for you! you [crap suddenly forgot the name] oh ya tardigrades!

haha. it was kinda fuuny...i think from lack of sleep or food or something...around 5 whenever i walk around or get up i felt lightheaded. was quite funny. haha. ah weell..i think my appetite is decreasin. not good eh. but eatin in school canteen is so boring now. it makes me not feel like eating. ahha. n doin work makes me forget to eat sometimes. blehhhhh.....next thing you know i'll be invisible.

at least im glad im done with exhibition studies presentation! yay. so tom after pin up i can go sleeeeep. or play. haha. yay! XD i cant wait. hehe. :D

shucks....my brain feels kinda funny. okay. i think not my brains but my eyes....

oh crap. i jus remembered jolene left tonight n i forgot to msg her bye! sorry gil! i think around 9plus i was sleepin. hahahah. my nap times are gettin so messed up..come home at 7...sleep at 8-9. then do work. haha.

anyway. jolene. this is for you! im so sorry i couldnt send ya off or meet ya on tues! Have fun in melbourne n come back soon. hehe :D had a fun time meetin with ya and..........continue to keep me updated on whats goin on there! hehe. love ya. :D

oh ya. my lappytop is so dumb. cant read my tags when im connected to my home internet. haha so i can only tag sometimes when im in school! but tag me anyway. :D

n i'll stop rambling lah. :P bye ppple.

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

proper sleep finally.

whheee. i finally had nice nice nice sleep! where there was no alarm clocks to wake me up. YESSS!!! n i got to sleep in my nice clementi house bed with my favourite pillow and blanket. haha. n i slept for 10 hrs! man. havent slept that long in a long time. yay! hope my eye bags are gone-ish. haha. or.......fading. yucks. they became..........very dark these past few days. shucks. man. :(

oh weeell..p2A is over! yessss!!! but then again. next week is p2b. n exhibition studies submission. aaah. thats the thing about block teachin. its so never endin n my hols seem so far away. :( last time after p1 submission we can parrty and have holiday! now its like. oh yay! p2a is over! then p2b is next week. bleh. no holiday. ah well. it was quite fun. desgnin my furniture! wooo. :) rachna din give me a funny look this time! haha.

i had a dream about her last last night. the day before p2 dateline. haha. dreamt she was givin us consultation along the corridor. then i saw like a sign on a door that said Sihua's shading class. [sihua's my sec school prefect fren...we we're that close but i used to sit next to her in english n make alot of noise n make miss bong angry. haha. 2 noisy prefects. :P] anyway. itskinda weird dreamin about her....but i was like eh? sihua's teachin in design school? n i was very kpo. wanted to look in the class and see if it was really her. n rachna got angry at me cuz she was tryin to talk to us but i kept tryin to peep into the room. hahahaha. n like while she was talkin i would constantly ask her....is that sihua? is it a girl thats around my age? n blah blah. :P

yup. i annoyed rachna. luckily its only in my dream.....hahahah.

had a another dream. with ban or celeste. haha. its like a fushion of them. honestly. haha. we were walkin along the pool...n it was celeste i think. then suddenly like the wind blew n blew pieces of film into the water. [see that part is ban. cuz ban like photography] n then celeste started whining to me [whining in a ban way] haha. so i had to jump into the pool n save the film cuz neither ban or celeste likes swimmin in deep ends. sighh. odd dream i know. :P

haha. yesterday we threw a surprise party for steph. but she kinda suspected it. HAHA. ah weeeeeeell.

HAPPY 18TH BIRHTDAY STEPH!

YAY. glad that its over. man. i had so many...like secret surprises to keep from her n im glad she din know about most of them! hahaha. i'll poist pic another time. :D

today fang is leavin for aussie land. why is everyone goin aussieland. bleh. i dont know if im goin to send her off thou. haha i sohuld. okay. maybe i will. :P jus that jolene's not replyin my message now. hmph. i shall msg ban instead. :)

i feel an urgh to go out n do something. yay!!! ban jus replied my msge n she doesnt mind goin out i think. haha. yay. :D i have a life again! :D

haha. okays...shall end of here...byeeee.

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006



you know...i jus feel like huggin somethin i really love now....like my pillow in clementi house, my doggies or jus...something! im in need of a hug right now...hug deprived. i want a hug from you!

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aaaaahh.

i think all my blog entries start with im tired now. ahahah.

im tired.

shucks. 2 more days of rushin my p2! aaah! n my scale proportion thing is still...unclear. God. help me figure how to get the proportion correct! please! thanks God. haha. hope Rachna doesnt give me that look again tom..hahah....somehow my models look so weird! everytime! well. im too tired to do anymore. better start on my poster....at least if i try n make that look nice nice nice...then maybe it'll distract them from how...my model looks funny. hahahahah.....

anyways...tom there's worship practice. yay thou in a way...i get to relax n have fun! destress! ahaha and worshipin is always nice. :D makes me feel better.....jus please God give me sufficient time to finish my work....esp if im gonna be out the whole wed night... ::D

ah! showin scary show on tv! haha jus switched off the tv. :) yay.

so....yes...as i was sayin....um..... 3 more days to end of my furniture project! will miss it thou. kinda. i thought it was quite fun designin it...besides all the makin models. -_-

okay. enough of school. aaahhh i have no life! haha for now. :P

gosh..i cant even think of anything else......but school....erks. oh yes. we're doin a project on victoria's secret n stuff there are so nice! hahah so cute! like the robes [even thou i dont wear them] the bras and the underwear and bikinis. all so pretty! hahaha. :P

so temptin man...doin a project on that..then u see the whole catalogue and get distracted. :P

ladida...im tired..but not sleepy! but i need a break. sick of sketchin n makin models...i had to use foam board to make my model today...n its really messy..like powdery n dusty. made my whole room dusty! n i was tryin to sand paper the board outside my window. hahahah......so my room wouldnt get messy but the wind was against me n kept blowin the dust back in. ergh. stupid. n i dropped my sandpaper out of the window too! heh. sorta littered i guess...but its a really small piece! hahahha.

anyways...i have an urge to go photo hoppin on friendster. hahah...toodles! :)

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Thursday, July 06, 2006

time flies.

siiighh. tired! haha. :)

its only the second week of school n ive done so much work! block teachin......is so tiring. n fast. im not used to it...blehh. this is why im bloggin so little...everyday end so late man. blehhhh. then always got stuff to do. i jus wanna sleeeeeppp..

on the other hand. thank God for makin my p2 not so bad. i mean....better than p1. haha. :) must not panic.

oh yes. something very dumb and scary happened to me today! not to sound very drama....but....haha. i left my file in the freakin cityhall toilet! eeeks. i put it on the toilet holder then forgot all about it. n i happily went to meet frances and talked to her for like 2 hr plus at burger king...then when we left i checked my seat and i was like...where's my file! oh crap! haha. n she was like..i din see you carry any file. erps. -_-

i was like crap! aaaaahhh die die die. n i remembered the last time i put it down was the toilet..so i was rushin back to the toilet...n we were like praying like mad. gosh seriously. i jus kept prayin and prayin that it'll be there! haha. n i went back to the toilet but it wasnt! n i was scared n sad. n i was jus like please God.....bring it back to me. so we went to the information nearby and asked the guy...n he called lost and found but they had nothing...

n he was like sorry.....we cant do anything. n i wanted to cry man! i mean my whole p2 work was in there! all the 12, 13 hrs spent on sketchin and researchin gone! i seriously...wanted to cry. if i was alone i would man. n i jus kept prayin..n the guy told us to check the dustbins, in case someone threw it away. so we went back to check the dustbins...but nothin.

n i saw a cleaner come out from one room...wanted to ask him but somehow he disappeared. anyway. looked thru the whole toilet.....then frances was like should we look in the room? n so we decided to.....n it was quite a scary room, no one inside.....n i told her to wait and i went to the inner room...n i was jus about to ask the lady in there if she saw my file and i isaw it! so the first thing i said to her was....my file! so lame man. :P not exactly the smartest way to talk. haha.

n she was like be careful next time..n i felt like i was in shock. was so happy. all i could say was thank you thank you thank you! n a very weird thought went thru my head. somehow i wanted to give her money. i dont know why. dont ask me. but i was like...ah thank you! thankyou! lemme give you some money. of course i din say it out loud...but i did think it. i dont know why.

too happy and excited i guess. i mean. seriously. loosin the file? i'll freak out.

so i thank and Praise GOD! whooooo! yay!!!! thank you God for bringing my file back to me and keepin it safe and not lettin anyone steal it. i love you GOd! :D

seriously man. freaked out. haha. anyways. uploadin china pics now. yay! finally done. :) u can go see if ya want. i'll prob post a post on it next time. still no time to do a nice long post. hehe. abnyway. tag me! :D

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