Sunday, October 28, 2007
sigh...decision making time again...
i guess with school ending soon n everything, lately everyone has been asking me what im gonna do after poly...the scary thing is...i really dont know!
n i dont know what God wants me to do either. sigh. how?
it seems like so fast....that recently i was just deciding whether to go jc or not. n now its like.....whether to work or to study. or what to study. where to work. im gettin so old!
i still dont know what to do!
n talking to so many people....they all about being bosses of their own company..or working in some big firm, or going into markets that are going to become popular like...hospitality etc.... so many pple have been askin me to go into that line..to become more competitive, so join the best companies...but sometimes i feel.....
i dont know. i just dont want that kind of lifestyle. i mean...i dont mind working in a good company if i still have a life...but i really dont see a point of working in really good companies n then u have NO life. just work till you die. work overnight....like some of my friends from sip.. i dont mind it once in a while but somehow everyweek is just scary. i will defintely burn out from it..
its like some singaporean mentally...to always be the best, go to the best schools, best workplaces n everything. but honestly, id rather work a less stressful job, one that still gives me time to do other stuff n i frankly dont mind earning less for such a life........but sometimes its like pressurizing that everyone assumes n asks you to join the top companies....
n people are always saying...work for those famous designers...or become like a celebrity designer...u earn alot of money n get popular.....but im jus happy working in a normal ID firm, designing what i like to design......
if money wasnt an issue, thats what i would do man. jus work for fun...enjoy the designing...i dont want a stressful life...i dont want a busy one...like my sis....who works like mad. it jus seems sad....SIGH>
so i dont know what i want to do yet...................howhowhow. anyway..enough ranting i guess. i can only see what God plans for my life............
*brenda*
caught some stars @
*2:29 AM*
