Wednesday, June 25, 2008



HAHAHAHAHA.

an excerp from my old blog.

37. How many wisdom teeth do you have? all of my teeth r full of wisdom.

omg. what the heck.

i cant believe i was so lame. -_-

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wednesday, thurs then....FRIDAYYYYYY!!!!!!

well. i feel sad today. :( its so lonely when i watch tv alone without any parents around. BOO.

anyway. workin life is alright now. i have things to do now. which im supposed to do tonight. like now. but i feel like takin a break. so i'll jus rush at work tom! :D at least i have one whole day to do it! ive now switched from doin 3d to perspective drawing...which i ahvent drawn in AGES. since year 2 i think. so i THANK GOD for helping me draw it surprisingly easy! im so happy! its actually quite fun if ur drawin simple things like. a living room. haha now i jus have to pray that my client will like my design, and sign a contract with me so i can earn money! EEEPS.

God please give me the favour thankyou. :D

so yea...ive to do more sketches now for clients. :( i had to meet with the lady from china that wanted to do her house n im ashamed to say that.........i could not construct a proper sentence to talk to her at all! how embarrassing. the only thing i could say was like....im brenda, this is my namecard. and.....yea. haha then my senior was like talkin to her in chinese n i had to take notes....n it was like....super hard to understand what they were talkin about! how would i know what is chinese for hacking the walls? hahah. n they were talkin about some colour n i was like. what colour is that? n he was like orange. n i was like OOPS>

God please give me wisdom in speakin chinese. heh. thankfully. hers is a small project...not some huge one!

anyway......my foot is fine now thank you all for asking. my dad bandaged it for me. i cant wait to take it off thou. its funny how SO MANY PPLE stare at you when you limp. seriously. on monday, i limped around cuz it really hurt...n all these pple kept starin at me. is it very strange to see someone walkin with a limp? i din think so lor. siao.

but now my dad bandaged it so it doesnt hurt THAT much. HEEHEE. he was abit paranoid thou, cuz he looked at it n thought it was quite bad n made me take anti biotics to prevent it from gettin infected.......yea. so sad. but now my dad is more motivated to renovate our house! so yay! when im more experienced he says he'll let me! heehee.

hahahah i was boreed. so i went to my first first blog ever. oh man. i sound so.....weird there! hahahah. strange......but its really funny to read how i used to blabber on about subjects....bleh. that was so long ago! i feel old. but its amusing. go check out for fun too if ur EXTREMELY BORED. HAHA.

http://www.xanga.com/blend_me

haha. i was emo last time too! hahahha. sometimes la.

omg. i had the STRANGEST DREAM last night. like abi, amaris, jeessie and josh...n random church pple were in it. guess who else was?? JOKER and ROBIN from batman. and in my dream robin became a bad person n joined joker. HAHHA., then they both drove purple stylo milo lookin cars. so random right. hahahahah. i dreamt that we had some "game" planned. n at first i was like. eh. why is there this bright purple car driving into brookvale. n we were all like. wooooow. then anyway joker came n talked to us n they were doin this roleplaying game. n like acting that we had to find this person that's trapped n like we had to save this person....etc...

then we were given like puzzles to solve and after solving the puzzles, it led to abigale! who was trapped in some cage somewhere! HAHAHAHHA. HOW RANDOM IS THAT!!!!

the joker n robin car was really cool thou. i was so excited about it. wanted to sit inside but couldnt. then i rem in my dream i was asking where batman was cuz i wanted to see the new batmobile for the movie. hahahahahahha. the strange thing is, i wasnt thinking about batman, reading about it or anything before sleepin. dont know how i randomly dreamt of it. STRANGE.

oks. i feel tired. should go back to perspective drawing. heehee. :D

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Sunday, June 22, 2008

*groans*

oh my freaking gosh.

as i type this.im feelin ultra weak. n in alot of pain. help me.

i dont even know what happened.

all i remember is i was walkin to my mom's room n i hit some uneven tile.

im bleeding.

ooooh. abi n ama n josh jus skyped me. ok. shall go rant to them. :D

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what a lovely sunday..



today was pretty cool...






yes. we girls wore matching colours! how odd is that. everyone thought it was planned. HAHA. like...4 of us wore green, n 3 of us wore pink. and we TOTALLY DID NOT PLAN IT but we sat in church in alternate colours. it really wasnt planned. it jus depended on what time we came to church n sat down n it jus happened to be green,pink,green,pink,green... HAHA.






plus after this was me. in green, amaris in pink n jessie in green. yes we took this in church. we dont follow our bad example and take pictures in service. :D it was too cute to resist.
esther n i are so odd one out. :(
pple who spend too much time together start to think TOO alike i say. like this!



cell picture! with some other random pple. haha. :D

anway, after that. we went for mentoring. :D pictures in facebook! hahah. lazy to put here...

then we went shopping. very eventful. i bought slippers, 2 tank tops. sorry abi for stealing ur slippers. but they were very pretty! i resisted buying them but. cannot!

n everyone else bought something except for zach. poor thing. dont know the joys of retail therapy. so ama,abi n i got alittle high. shopping makes u really happy. then we all fell sick too cuz of suspected tei ping that tasted so horrrible. ugh. only zach was safe. hmph.

then we had camp comm appreciation steamboat which was super fun. :D had lots of pics too but go facebook n see! oks..

oh! after that i watched CSI which was quite funny. interesting episode. EXCEPT. the ending like after solving the mystery, there was this random scene that has nothin to do with the show! cuz this lady was slowly poisonin these pple with this drug that thins ur blood, so you cant clot n stop bleeding. then he was shaving his face n nicked a spot. then we was like ow. n then blood was pouring out n i totally DID NOT expect it n was traumatised! so scary!

ugh. felt so sick after that. so random la. it was gushing out!

heebie jeebies.

oks. monday blues. got work tom. eeeeeps!

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Saturday, June 21, 2008

blah.

so sad. weekends are like so short. hmph.


my mom ate my keropok! she said she bought it for me....then when i went to eat it it was like gone! she left me like. a few small pieces left! so mean! imsad.


bleh.


first week of work went by...ok. felt really long thou....getting used to it. i hate going early, cuz it means i ahve to open up the blinds...or gate or...whats it called? the roller thingy....n its super heavy. im like. crushed by it.. haha.


but i guess work's been alright.....................sian. hate working up early.


gonna have monday blues again. SIGH....


anyway, ive completed my keyboard lessons! for beginner that is. my coach was really nice! too bad i wont see him next term. :( he was pretty cool........i had like a mini crush on him. ok la. thats not the right word to use....but i thoguht he was really nice. you know sometimes, you like see pple then you think, oh. he'll make a good boyfriend, or she'll make a good girlfriend...or you think i would like my future boyfriend to be like that......etc. so yea.. i thought he'll be a good boyfriend! HAHAHAHHAHA.


OK. NVM. i guess to me when i see a guy that loves God so much n stuff....its jus very.. how to say. encouraging! i like guys that love God alot! hahah. n i love josh too. dont worry. i dont fancy other guys! i like you! :D but anyway, the class was really good and interesting, and i really enjoyed it. i hope that i'll have time to work n practice for keyboard too thou.


anyway. some pictures of my favourite pple.. :D they very nicely agreed to meet me for dinner even though it was like 8 plus! :D love you all.. sorry to keep you waiting that day...


jessie loves billy bombers so we came here to eat. i din realise it thou that she loved the burgers n said. I DONT WANT BURGERS. sorry! i feel bad. heh.....

amaris cannot sit still......


josh! doesnt this look like the one that my dad's friend gave us? did we throw it away in the end or is it still at ur house? :D


anyway. love the nachos there. even thou it was a ripoff of 11 bucks. oh well. yums. :D


oh! my fisheye lens have arrived! not in singapore thou. in US. but still. SHO EXCHITCHING.



cant wait. send it over. send it over. send it over. send it over. send it over. send it over. send it over. thankews. :D then we must go n play with it!

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Friday, June 20, 2008

who says frogs are harmless?

FACT:

The frog known as the Poison- Arrow can kill about 2,200 people.

anyway. got that from my fact of the day on igoogle. :D its super interesting....

yes...im at work now! heehee. got abit bored of doin 3d stuff so...yea. heh. its friday! gonna visit leon's cell today n see how. eeps. :D tom got work still thou. so sad. ah well.......

work's been alright i guess. havent started on a proper project yet, but ive been doin some 3d stuff which im abit proud of cuz for once in my life i did proper lighting in it! :D

i bought something online yesterday. not good. but cant help it. online shoppin is fun! hopefully its nice! the worse thing is if it comes ugly. then u'll be like sad......bleh.

guess what i found online!


RED DYNASTY PAINTBALL PACKAGES

In Red Dynasty, we offer the most affordable paintball packages in Singapore which caters to your paintballing needs. From rookies, to novices, from intermediate or to paintball "freaks", there is definitely a package of your choice. Our prices start from as low as $10.00...Please email to info@weplaypaintball.com for advance booking or quotation.

PACKAGE A - The Shooting Gallery (30 paintballs per pax) - $10.00 per paxTry out the first paintball shooting gallery in Singapore! If you are new to the sport and would like to have "hands-on" experience on a paintball marker, this is the choice for you. Just "Aim, Squeeze and Fire!" Suitable for individuals or groups who are keen to learn about the basics of handling a paintball marker. Ideal for team building checkpoints.

PACKAGE B - JAMES BOND (50 paintballs per pax) - $25.90 per pax"One Shot, One Kill" Bring out the James Bond in you! Try out our designed scenario games and pit your skills against your opponents. Our game marshals will guide you along in these role playing games which enhances team camaraderie and communication. Suitable for groups who are keen to do a little running and dodging. Estimated game duration is about 1 hour which includes safety briefing.PACKAGE

C - THE GODFATHER (100 paintballs per pax) - $35.90 per paxBe a member of the Mafia and shoot at your own will. Instill fear in your opponents with overwhelming pellets. A class of its own, players will be assigned with 100 paintballs each. Game scenarios will be introduced with a twist of laughter leaving everyone with a smile at the end of each game. Estimated game duration is about 1.5 hour which includes safety briefing.

PACKAGE D - RAMBO (250 paintballs per pax) - $49.90 per paxOne man with one mission: Destroy the opposition and survive! With 250 paintballs assigned to you, you are fearless and dangerous. Immerse in a fun day of shooting, hiding and capturing the flag! As our most popular package, this will guaranteed you with a full paintball experience. Suitable for team building games amongst friends, colleagues and families. Special events such as birthday parties, hen and stag parties, carnivals, companies retreats, outdoor adventure activities, tournaments and more...Estimated game duration is about 2 - 3 hours which includes safety briefing.

sounds funn yea? its quite cheap too! cheaper than the other areas i think....im guessin. not sure. haha the 10bucks one is really cheap. but i think u dont get to shoot pple. so thats sad. its jus target range. so one of these bored sundays we go do! :D haha.

btw. jessie was super random this morning. ok. my webcam has this function that u know. can add like fire to ur face, or a hat on you etc....it can detect ur face la. then she sent me a msg saying, "you know your webcam right? i know how the thing works. someone behind the screen watches us and fit in stuff. "


hahahah super random thou, so early in the morning!

n i think this is the first time im bloggin at 10am! WOW.

OKOK. shall go back to.........stoning. ahah....weekend's here!

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Tuesday, June 10, 2008

clam...chowdah!

my mommy's the best! everyday i tell her what im craving and she never fails to buy what i want within a week. got to eat my clam chowder tonight. yum. next up on the crave list. ba zhang! the black colour one. not the white one. lets see how long it takes for her to buy it for me. heeheeheehee.

:) i was jus reading shanin's blog...

yes! i found porno stuff on my school's comp too! i mean mg's one. i rem last time...we took this course in sec 1....something called crush. remember remember?? haha. then they taught us how to check for cookies or something n i saw all these porno stuff! i mean...who watches porno stuff in the school comp lab....and even so in a girls school. hahah. i dont wanna know. :)

anyway...watched narnia today.....i thought it was....okay. HAHA. i can picture leon goiing. okay only ah. then give the sad face. (its the same as zach n his mcgriddles!) HAHA. i mean.. i dont know. it was alright. i think im a brainless movie person. i like super hero movies, arty movies that have very little dialogue, or chick flicks. haha. im not a very fightting/fantasy/psycho movie person.....OH well. besides. half the time i was like like. what did he say? what did she say? somehow i couldnt hear! i had to read the CHINESE subtitles which.....is like. ???? haha.

anyway. the prince is ok looking la. better than peter! haha. i like the top part of his head. i dont like his butt chin. HAHA.

but yea. thought the show was ok. i guess it was too much fighting and ??? so yea. loved the scenery thou. must go NZ in the summer/spring! so pretty. :)

oh n so annoying. guess how much i paid for parking today. 13 bucks. ?!?@$@!@!$~!@!#@#

irritating. stupid cine. i thought it was 3bucks for 3 hours. but i tink thats on sat n sun only. :( boo. 13?!?!?!?!? thats like. my movie ticket and lunch add tog.

i was jus thinking today....that if i was going with my original plan in life, i would be packing my bags now and flying off to USA soon. now thats a scary thought. oh well. work in singapore it is.

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ergh facebook.

facebook has offically went kooky on me. i cant view any pictures now. so.....shall pause from facebookin! :D

i jus HINTED to josh that i wanted something new. okay. i din hint. i went. josh i request a present for our anniversary.

hahahahha. yes thick skin! but its better to request a present that u love than to get a present that u jus like right????


im so excited!!! guess what i requested!! a lomographic fish eye camera!!! the new one too. its super cool. i cant wait to get it, theres like so many things u can do with it...

like multiple exposure, unlimited exposure, take fish eye pics, colour flash, and many more. i was reading online all the diff techniques n tips on creating cool pics. i cant wait to get it. then we can make cool psycadallic pictures. (did i spell that right?) anyway..yes. so cant wait! althought anniversary is...in a while. hmm. july but nvm. buy it quickly josh! i wanna play with it soon! :D

so exciting. :D

okok. i have nothin else to say. bye bye once again. *crosses fingers* facebook work on me. :)

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Monday, June 09, 2008

bruised but happy.

well. youth camp is over! it really seems fast. but i thank God so much for everything! it was a success wasnt it!


im so glad everyone enjoyed themselves. although...i think many pple went home with bruises and cuts but oh well! i have 10 on my legs. im not kidding. more seem to be appearing...but some are really small. i bruise easily. but it was fun. i enjjoyed it so much. so happy!!!!

:D

hahahahha. josh oh jus msned me.


josh is losing his voice after a great camp. consume me from the inside out says:
harro so u watching nana tmr ah
Brenda -- so tired......but captured! says:
haha us aid nana
josh is losing his voice after a great camp. consume me from the inside out says:
?
josh is losing his voice after a great camp. consume me from the inside out says:
OH
josh is losing his voice after a great camp. consume me from the inside out says:
oops
Brenda -- so tired......but captured! says:
thats like. am i watching ur gf
Brenda -- so tired......but captured! says:
HAHAHAH
josh is losing his voice after a great camp. consume me from the inside out says:
i mean narnia
josh is losing his voice after a great camp. consume me from the inside out says:
haha
josh is losing his voice after a great camp. consume me from the inside out says:
mistake
Brenda -- so tired......but captured! says:
HAHAHA


funny. :) i am NOT watching nana tom. that would be freaky. i am however watching NArnia! yay! i thought i lost hope in watching it, cuz everyone seems to have watched it but then leon msgs me n ask if i wanna watch!

hes so crazy over the show he wanna watch again! wowies.

:D

anyway..................facebook is messin up on me. bleh. oh oh. i think ive decided to carry on keyboard lessons. yay! or i dunno. maybe i'll steal the notes from dorlisa n try n learn myself. HAHAHAHHA.

OK. time to go back to facebookin. facebookin is only fun when there's new pictures. haha.

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Tuesday, June 03, 2008

stalk stalk.

i ate durian for the first time today in many years. or maybe a year plus. i dont know. it was strange. my dad was like. im going down to eat durian. then i was like. ok! i'll join you. its a first! i normally avoid durian! hehe

i was on the way home again today n guess who i saw again! the strange couple i stalked a few weeks ago! how strange! but they din act very weird this time...so no exciting bus entertainment for me this time. although....i din kind of get squash by this....uh. overweight lady. not that im against fat pple or anything but she was like sleepin n keepin fallin asleep on my arm n made me annoyed. n then the bus took a sharp turn n she like. went bom on me. yea. abit shocking. haha...

youthcamp's in a few days. so soon. erks. but cant wait! :D

oh had a very exciting dream last night. something abou robots n fighting n teleporting. was super funn. n alot of bombs n hiding n killing the enemy. sounds violent but it was super fun in my dream. wasnt scary. was exciting. except i was a man in my dream. dont ask me why........

oh had a scary dream that i had a stalker n tried to kill me! like he was a fren that i met sometimes n talked to sometimes. then one day i realised he was crazy over me (hmm dreamin of guys crazy over me.....big ego!) n then he realised i had like josh n he went mad n tried to kill me with this poison! so he tried to poison me but i somehow din react to the poison but i knew he poisoned me so i had to fake a death in front of him. like running away...then pretend to choke...coough. splutter (is that a word? somehow spluttered sounds correct but splutter doesnt.) anyway....so yea i had a fake my own death with was quite traumatising.

anyways....

i miss talkin to you! (josh). haha im sorry! i felt like i havent talked to you in a long time......maybe friday? sorry! i know its me thats not free n prob only can talk to you on like. the 9th of june or something. heehee. wait long long. i miss you!


okays shall sleep now. must go church tom. to make stuff. eeps. see you alls.

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