happy, when im with you.

2009-01-05T10:09:00.002+08:00

this is what i read this morning on the news..

By Salma Khalik
MORE than three-quarters of the teenagers here are compromising their health and performance in school by not getting enough sleep.
A study of students in six schools last year found that four in five of them were not getting the recommended eight to nine hours of sleep on school nights; half of those in the study were getting only five to six hours.
Dr Lim Li Ling, director of Singapore General Hospital's Sleep Disorder Unit, said: 'When children don't get enough sleep, the consequences are significant. It affects their learning and growth.'

hehe, you pple out there that dont sleep. SLEEP MORE> SLEEPING IS GOOD. i wonder thou. is there such thing as sleeping too much? i think on ave i usually sleep.....at least more than 9 hrs every night......except today. which is why im sleepy. but usually i do. haha.

sighs. im really hungry actually. but i realised the burger king i passed on my way to work jus closed for renovation!!! eeeeeps. hows. now have to walk one big round to like all the food places. im hungry. i feel like eatin the muji maggi mee ( which yes i know very unhealthy) . but i think muji's not open yet. boooo.

anyway....i cant stop thinking about hk! cant wait to go! hope there is fun things to do there n its not so cold. haha.........are the stuff in hk really cheap? :D

ouch

2008-12-29T10:12:00.002+08:00

ahhhh my jaw has been hurting more than ever!

i finally realised its prob because i always yawn and my lower jaw goes to the left. instead of jus going down. dont do that pple! its really bad. thats why it always hurts.....ugh

bad habits sometimes ahhh.......need to change it sometimes man. now i always try and remind myself when i yawn to yawn straight down. hehhhhhhhhh..

bleh. stupid jaw.

btw. did u know that gstar jeans give off a weird smell? even josh says they do. i wonder why. its weird. smells like some chemical...haha pay so much for jeans that smell weird! not nice. :P

:D

get well soon my love!

2008-12-27T15:19:00.004+08:00

poor josh is at home right now resting. while im at work. eeps. i wish i could be with him! time pass fast! i also have this urge to play the sims (yes i started again!) which is on his desktop. heehee.

anyway, visted josh at the hosp last tues and weds. he was quite grumpy on tues. ah well. pictures!

grumpy!

fine dont want to take nice pictures.
i was hungry....he wasnt....so i ate his food! not bad for hospital. the soup was quite nice. its like carrot soup. hahaha. and the potatoes were quite yummy. after i started eating i think it made him hungry...............ehehehe.

hahahha i like his take pity on me face. heheheh........anyway. i realised i forgot to take his leg! oooooops. it was so gross. the nurse came to change his bandage, then me being VERY SCARED OF BLOOD went to sit in one corner and wait....and i read my book. then she left and he called me back and i was like. oh your done. then he said come see. and on the pillow (where his leg was resting on) was all blood!!!!!!!!!

eeps i freaked and went to hide again. gross la. all the blooddddddd. yuck.

i even had to clean dried blood off his leg too. cuz he couldnt reach it. grosssssss.

but this is what i have to sacrifice. SIGH. haha. josh walk soon then we can go out again!! :D heehees.

anyway. have to go back to work. SIGH. cant wait for 5 to come! i want holiday. i demand holiday. i dream of a month of holidayyyyy. ahhhhhh.

tired...

2008-12-12T11:23:00.003+08:00

sigh. i feel like i suddenly have alot of things to do! sob. i realised the christmas party is next fri. eeps. craps. haha. din realise time passes so fast..

the most annoying thing is i have so many things to do but i cant cuz im stuck in this office! ahh need to buy decor stuff, plan the party, finalise catering, games everything.....................................

i want to jus go home n sleep.....i mean i love christmas n new years n all but now i realised that i have to work the whole time i get sad....it finally hit me that i have to work on christmas eve, n new years eve... n i only have the weekends to look forward to. can i jus quit my job n go work part time??? please????????????????

:(

sadness. also had a super long n abit scary dream that we had to talk to my grandma which passed away, she was like hanging around my uncles house then we had to ask her what she wanted n it was strange....really weird..so when i woke up this morning i felt spooked n tired! that dream made me feel like i din sleep at all..

God please take away any stress that im feeling!

oh oops. jus realised im supposed to do worship today. ahhh better go prepare!

brendaisfat?

2008-11-03T10:33:00.003+08:00

ive been gettin fatter. SIGH.

i cant wear my jeans anymore! haha well. can but its really uncomfortable. ah well.

today had power failure in the office. well. could solve it quite easily except we couldnt find the DB. -_-

anyways...................had cell retreat. quite fun! haha room was super small thou. oh well. took alot of nonsense pics. :D good bonding time i guess. our whole cell tog again after all the missing o's n busy pple. :D

Life's been...great. haha. alot of sleeping. i really dunno why i sleep so much. overslept again today. had some really weird dream about confusing toilets. like i enter the cubicle. then when i come out again its like....i was in a guys toilet. n it was jus a maze of toilet cubicles. strange. :D

hehehe i might be goin hongkong next year! cant wait. was researching on what there is to do there. haha. shoppin i guess!

oh i found my lit book the other day. decided to try n read it n see if i still can understand shakespear. haha. n i realised there were so many notes inside! felt so proud of myself. like i wrote so many notes. haha. i can kind of still rem how to read it. yay. i showeed josh the book n ask him if he understood it. but he couldnt. HAHAH. he totally interpreted the passage wrongly. ah well. shakespear is weird. n very long winded. :D

anyways...guess i'll go! hungry. ugh.

2008-11-03T10:33:00.002+08:00

josh: why why why did adam have to eat the fruit? If he didnt eat the fruit we all wouldnt have to go to work.

I CONCUR!

although i patiently reminded him that if adam hadnt eaten the fruit, he wouldnt have his romance of the 3 kingdoms game.

resurrected.. (not sure how to spell that. HAHA)

2008-10-24T10:13:00.002+08:00

anyway. omg. havent blogged since........sept dunno what. heehee. lets jus say my life has been...josh centred. (sorry pple!)

well partly cuz i have no time to go online anymore! facebooking has been minimal for me. haha.............ah well. i came to work early today so now i have time! no more site! YESSSS. :D

was craving mac breakfast today so i decided to go the long way n take mrt to work! walking thru citylink really made me want to shop. hmm. i miss shopping. i think the last thing i bought was.........i dont rem. birthday presents. haha.

n i think im goin more vain! after watching who'll age worst (or soemting like that) i resolve to try n put moisturiser with spf on my face everyday before i go out! haha so far its working! but ive a feeling after a while i'll get bored n stop doing it. but for now. its working! n i rem to put pinple cream everynight. hahaha so vain. oops.... but man that show is quite funny. i wanna go for it! (except not be on world tv) its like they monitor ur lifestyle, then they'll photoshop a pic of u and ur fren and compare who will age yuckier, HAHAHA/. i wanna see how i age!

anyway. today is friday! yes! :D gonna go airport after cell. heehee. i brought my slr to go take black n white photos! i jus hope i wont be too sleepy n become lazy... hmm. ahwell. church is moving soon.. how exciting. :D cant wait to see our youth lounge. heeheehee.

i bought the paint already! hopefully can paint tom. if i dont ahve to go to work. haha.

question. if i paint with rollers, do i need to buy those containers to like. roll roll roll before i paint the wall? hmmm.

2008-09-19T10:36:00.004+08:00

omg. i think this is so cute!!!! esp. like. the part where they come back n hold hands again. so cuttteee!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaah

heart melting. :)

http://www.i-am-bored.com/bored_link.cfm?link_id=22652

this makes my day!

ho hum.

2008-09-19T10:36:00.002+08:00

hopefully my boss will say we dont need to go to work next week cuz of F1! hahahah. if that really happens, i will........go mad. mad with happiness. haha.

anyway....evidently, joshua yap an wen must have heard my desperate cry because he is now back!! the sad part is....we cant think of anything to do that requires NO movement and leaving the house. any suggestions? bah. i still want to watch wall-eeeee. :(

soooo.......we;ve been quite bored. HAHA. OH WELL. as amaris said, you prob wont be seein much of me now. hehehehehe. have to do my duties and take care of poor immobile bf. bleh.

honestly. i still keep forgettin he's immoble. n i always ask him to pass me the tissue or help me take my hp from my bag. then i realise oh wait. he cant. haha.

oops.

anyway shall go. bye!

2008-09-15T10:25:00.002+08:00

i realised i havent met up with poly/mg frens in a long time. starting to feel bad.

heh.

but i jus feel too lazy to arrange stuff to meet. thats not good right.

ok. i will meet up with old frens! i will try!

on another note.

JOSHUA YAP AN WEN WHEN ARE YOU COMING BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

gasp!

2008-09-13T14:56:00.001+08:00

brenda jus realised she has gone 8 days without using msn! woooww...

stupid computer. dunno whats wrong with it. cant log into msn anymore. anyone knows why?

i jus realised my bday's comin! :D

2008-09-13T11:45:00.002+08:00

yayy.

finally do not have fever anymore. hurrah!

having fever for 6 days straight kind of sucks you know......i got so bored of jus lying down everyday! hehhhhhhhhhhh. i dread goin to work now. i forsee....a huge pile of work sitting on my desk. sob.

and ive been taking these really expensive antibiotic pills. seriously...they cost $10 per pill. OUCH. every pill i pop is 10bucks gone. ahah lucky my dad's a doctor eh. but this pill makes me feel nauseous. quite ironic ah. ur medicine makin u feel sick.

have to go meet client today...................................................................AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH. ITS MY OFFDAY!!!!
but i cant delay anymore. thts the sad part. cuz ive been sick for so long.

me sad.

sob.

ohwell.

i had the coolest dream. i dreamt i was on this boat on an expedition to study sea animals like sharks etc....n it was so fun! then i dreamt one part there was something stuck to this huge shark n the lady n i went down to help the shark. n i was literally swimmin with the shark! i was so scared but so excited!!!!! it was so cool! too bad it wasnt real. actually. in reality i wouldnt have swam with sharks. too scary.

anyway, in my dream i was very nice n tan. hahahah.

but it was so fun! then i made alot of new frens. hahaha.

i had another horrible dream too thou. cuz my nose blocked on both sides n i breathed thru mu mouth, then i think it got really dry. like totally dry. then i dreamt i was in mg, in class........ n i kept drinkin water but i felt like i was dehydrating n dying, n i ran for the water cooler cuz i was out of water n everything was happenin in slow motion n i was so irritated cuz i couldnt reach the water coooler..........................like i was dying.

but i woke up n dashed to the toilet for a drink...................but that dream sucked i tell u.

okk. enough typing..................supposed result of my blood test comin soon! eeps. n yea. i took a bloodtest! i was so scared! n then i saw my own blood in the testtube n i was like........ewww..

okokokokokok will go now. bye!

2008-09-09T00:08:00.001+08:00

seriously. ive never ever had such a high fever in my life. (i think. at least as far as i remember...) heh.

39.2!!!!! seriously....................mad.

but i think its dropping now. feel so much better now. on the road to recovery! yay.

night everyone.. :)

sick and feeling sorry for myself.

2008-09-08T19:32:00.002+08:00

blehhhhhhhhh. seriously. i havent gotten sick sick in a looooooooooooong time. n then i start working then i keep falling sick.

sighhhhhh...on mc today. quite sad. im happy not to be working but the feeling sucks.. :( n my fever keeps getting higher n higher.......... bleh.

n the worse thing is...i think at least 7 times i had phone calls from work..............................argh. they kept waking me up man.

but its like. u cant ignore it. but i want to ignore it. sniff. now still got fever. dunno whether can go work tom. i love to not go work! but i have work to do. HOW. HOW HOW HOW HOW. i think even if i stay home tom i have to rush 3d for my boss cuz hes goin to a presentation on weds. eeeeeps............ sadness.

okay

enough whining.

sleep time again.

once u start blogging u cant stop!

2008-09-06T12:37:00.002+08:00

heh. ok. another entry. bored la..............ok. more like no mood to do work. super sleepy. :( i want to nap. dont feel like going out later but have to! must celebrate birthdays. haha. sigh. so many bdays comin. mine is soon too..........................yays.

:)

anyway....was talkin to josh about....poo. haha. and he was comparing it to olympic diving! seriously right. hahah weirdo.

quite funny thou. cannonball poos are the worst!

sleep. need. want. sleep please? i miss my skin. (i mean. u know what i mean.) and i miss junior!

alot of airplanes and sun. eeps.

2008-09-06T10:59:00.004+08:00

okay okay. since i have blogged since what. 31 july or something. who was the one who said that ah! haha. i shall blog. :D

nothing much new happening thou. hmms. yeap. gonna go mind cafe today! and staying over at someone's place. yay. i think abi's. get to see her new house. cool. anyways...................

shall post some pics i took at the rsaf open house. gosh. it was really hot that day. i unexpectedly got abit sunburnt. my nose peeled abit. grossssss. yeaps. anyway...................it was quite cool. but din see the black knights perform which i tot was sad. they should have!

so after baking in the sun...we hung out at the big tent where there was aircon! yay.

(i went to the world food fair last weds. n they bluff. there was no world food, practically all the stalls were the same as the one at rsaf! cheat me man. thought there was goin to be alot of good food. anyway. the sotong was really good thou. i miss it now. yums.)

back to rsaf.

decided to brave the sun and go out to look at the planes. then got sad cuz there was a queue everywhere. EVERYWHERE. sucks. haha.

so we ran from plane to plane, hiding in the shade. how nice.

the apache that josh flies! surprisingly it looks so big in real life! josh called me randomly, then i told him i was at the open house lookin at the apache. n i said maybe i'll queue to sit in it. then he was like. for what! dont waste your time! come to usa then u can sit in it all you want. dont have to queue,. hahaha. oh wells.

inside one of the airplanes. charlie....something. /:D later we queued to enter this one

my cousins checking out the huge tires!

fat tires. look like donuts. yum.

all the pple picnicing under the airplane for shade..

my cousin hilary and i!

other cousin sherman!

more pple picnicing under the plane. i still think its funny :)

upclose with the apache! wahhhhh.
my cousin being amazed with all the controls of the air craft. its......crazy i tell you.

itchy fingers. hah

seriously. how do you memorise all that!!!

my super cute nephew. he looks abit grumpy cuz its too hot! haha.

okay. thats prob it. :) i put up so many picutres! happy now:? haha.

when i grow up i will adopt a dog!

2008-07-31T13:23:00.002+08:00

i forgot who i was talkin to....hmm. so i'll blog here. aha. its quite scary. i really cant rem. all i rem is i was saying a was lookin at dogs for adoption for fun, then the person replied they wanted to get a golden retriever puppy. n i said i'll pass them the link for it.

:D or a cat.

i;ve a feelin its esther. is it? nyway.

this is the webbie!

http://www.petschannel.com/adoption/?c=1&g=0&st=2&so=2&start=61

so many poor dogs up for adoption. even puppies....bleh. next time i will adopt. no spending more money at the petshop when all these poor dogs are.....left all alone. :(

please let me sign my deal today!

2008-07-31T10:32:00.002+08:00

did i mention that theres this ang moh that takes the clementi bus, and i think he looks quite like mcsteamy? HHAHAHA. except he has a big belly, unlike. mcsteamy (i cant even rem his name) too bad. haha

dumdedum. supposed to sign a deal today. yes! thank you God!

:D

please let it be signed without anymore problems. :)

hm. jus saw john sign online. where's josh! where r uuu!

it has come!

2008-07-30T23:44:00.002+08:00

my parcel has arrived! tada!

i realised in all my excitement i forgot to take picture of what was in it. but my fish eye is beautiful. :) hahha. i took pic of cassie to test my cam....but in the first few shots she kept moving sooo. see how it turns out. heehee..

the sad thing about film cam is that we cannot see what we took right away! i find it annoying. i want to see how it turns out now....but cannot. man. how did pple live in those days, without a digi cam. we're quite spoilt huh.

anyway....josh wrote me alot of cute n funny cards. haha (btw josh, i still cant figure out what those flag lookin things are.....hmmm.)

(omg. i insert this part in later. i jus re read the card n now i know what those flag thingys are!!!! 6 flags! HAHAHAHAHAH)

and he wrote me a poem which. i really cant believe. haha. because i would never peg him as a poem sort of person! wowies. see what love can do to you. HAHA.

so i shall hao lian abit n write it here....n all of u can go....aww or eee. so lo-man.tik.

Something only true conversations can bring,

In anticipation of hearing our wedding bells ring,

Is something that is very close to my heart,

And it shows with how we fart.

You have been such a blessing to me,

that I want to take you on many shopping sprees! ( i take ur word for it. )

May God always keep us close at heart,

even though we are so far apart.

Whenever you eat romaine lettuce

please do think of your cactus.

Something that always tugs at my heart,

is how much i miss my baby's hugs.

24 July is a special day,

as there are many more anniversaries here to stay.

hmm.

thank you josh! happy anniversary to you too!

:D i realise ur poem abit jumpy thou. but i shall not scrutinize it! :D

heehee. cheers. sleep time.

sheeeeeeeeep.

2008-07-25T10:40:00.002+08:00

ok. i dont think many pple know this brand called serta, but its a mattress brand. n everyday. in fact. a few times a day, i'll walk to the toilet at work n i'll pass by this shop....n they have this tv at the front that shows advertisements....and they are SO CUTE!

i always laugh when i walk pass it n watch it. haahah. :D its cute. anyway...yest i was abit bored so i went online to find videos n i found it! super cute!

http://www.serta.com/sheep_view.php

or..

hahah i love the part he goes. happy now...mattress man?? hahahahahahha.

okies. better go back to work. heeheeh.

my mood today..

2008-07-22T11:02:00.002+08:00

this song is nice....its how im feeling today...

2 more days to our anniversary! so sad.

bleh.

at least josh told me hes going shoppin today to buy stuff for me. yay.

The sky has lost it's color

The sun has turned to grey

At least that's how it feels to me

Whenever you're away

I crawl up in the corner

As I watch the minutes pass

Each one brings me closer to

The time when you'll be back

You're coming back

I can't take the distance

I can't take the miles

I can't take the time

Until the next time I see you smile

I can't take the distance

And I'm not ashamed

That I can't take a breath without saying your name

I can brave a hurricane

And still be standing tall when all the dust has settled down

But I can't take the distance

I still believe in feelings

But sometimes I feel too much

I make believe you're close to me

But it ain't close enough

Not nearly close enough

2008-07-19T11:11:00.002+08:00

hmm. this is strange. i distinctly remember typing...brendaisfat.blogspot.com n then i end up on this new post page.

weird.

my subconciousness is tellin me to blog...so blog i will! hahahah.

im such a clumsy toot. i ate bk breakfast today, n i ordered hot milo. then cuz it was so hot. i decided to take the lid off the drink.........n i thought to myself. hmm later i spill it how? then i was like...ah nvm la. i wont spill it.

and yes. i did spill it. how nice! haha. n i spilled it on my ipod too. eeps. so crappy la. i havent tried to test n see if it works yet. i dont dare. heh. im scared.

but then again......i have an excuse then to buy ipod touch! hahaha or steal josh's one! or request one for my birthday. HEEHEEHEEHEE.

ANYWAY. as i din have enough tissue paper to clean up...i used the biore powder pack to wipe my table. so sad huh. wasted! at least my table smells nice now n feels really smooth! haha that biore powder pack thing's really good! :D

today we planned to go kboxing! how exciting. :D i hope its fun. hahah. .

you know. i hate working on sat. not jus because its....sat...but because its so lonely in the office. :( boo. n josh isnt online now so i cant skype with him. so sad....the last time i skyped with him my fren walked into the office n she thought i was mad. HHAHAHHA. but anyway,. im all alone in this office. feels sad. its not like anyone ever comes in. haha.....

petooey. should do work soon thou...eeps.

i want to go US for holiday. yesterday i talked to my parents about it n maybe we're going there! YAY!

I CANT WAIT!

IM PLANNING WHAT IM GOIN TO DO THERE ALREADY.

SANDIEGO ZOO!

SIX FLAGS!

GRAND CANYON!

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whee free again.

2008-07-17T10:31:00.002+08:00

had such a hectic day at work yesterday. rushing for some meeting. haha which i ended up not goin for cuz i had no time! so my fren went by herself. haha.

anyway. my dad's really funny. yesterday we had abit of drama cuz he was supposed to come pick my sis n i up but his hp died! n he doesnt know our nos. anyway. he luckily borrowed someone's fone n called home. so it all worked out.

but later at home, he suddenly was like. i know! i was playing game jus now thats why it died. then i was like...okkkaayy. haha.

anyway, my dad decided to swap fones with a spare one cuz he thought he should have 2 fones. (his hp batt ALWAYS dies). n while he was chargin his old fone, he was telling me, my this fone very stupid. it doesnt let me charge n switch on at the same time. then i was like. no what. can. n i showed him how. then he was like...ok.. n pressed somemore. then after that he was like,. how come this fone doesnt work? then i saw n i said...oh cuz theres no sim card in it what! u changed to the other fone. then he replied, so no sim card means i cannot play games? so lousy. i wanted to continue playing the twins game. it was my first time playing it and i wanted ti finish some other level or something.

hiyoh. my dad's getting addicted to hp games now....hhah my mom was like. eh u better stop playing. already addicted to the comp then now u want to start playing hp games. hahahhaha.

my dad's weird.

oh he bought me a new hard drive thou! yay. actually. it wasnt intended for me. but he bought something new....n i love seeing what new stuff pple buy. like everytime my dad buys something new, i 'll look at it. even if its some.....computer part. i dont know. so i was like. what did u buy from sim lim? then he said....a new hard drive. so i was like...cool. then suddenly he was like. eh! ur hard drive big enough for you? then i said not really. then he said he'll let me have the new one n he'll take my old one!

yay. this new one is so much bigger than my old one. 6 times! 240gb! yay hahaha. my old one sucked. i never had enough space for it......i think my work files take up too much space. blehs.

but this new hard drive...is....so big, its like bulky. but it has some shock proof thing so thats good. wont spoil that easily.

but my old one was not so scary cuz it was a free gift. so i dinmind lending pple.....but now this new one must watch out for it. blah..

ok la. better get back to work. heehee.

2008-07-13T23:11:00.002+08:00

my mom walks into my room one morning to wake me.

and i happened to be wearing the pyjama steph gave me. you know the green one with sheep on it. yeap.

mom: how could you cut up my bedsheet and make into pyjamas?
me: -sleepy- huh?
mom: you sew it ah
me: ???
mom touches my pyjama, oh different material. i thought it was your old bedsheet.

so strange. to cut your bedsheet n make into pyjama. hmmm.........

anyway. been feeling quite down these past days. not good...i know. dont know why. or maybe i do....i guess its cuz josh n i's anniversary is comin but i wont get to see him so feeling quite sad. this + work = unhappy brenda. sigh.

oh well. work tom. bah.

is it mean to not catch up with your fren cuz you feel you both are too different anymore....

my weekend is half gone!

2008-07-12T22:56:00.002+08:00

hmm. strange things always happen to me on bus 75. why?

ok....super random. but another funny or more likely strange occurance. I decided that i wouldnt take 75 that morning, cuz it take super long to get to work n sometimes i reach work at like...10am which is kinda late. haha. so i decided to take 2 buses n its like faster. then i was at holland, waiting for my 2nd bus tot ake to work when 75 came. i was contemplating whether to take it, decided not to. n so happen, this butch n i made eye contact. like she was on the bus n i was at the bus stop. nothing much la.

but on my way home from keyboard lesson, i was walkin to the bus stop n i saw her! so strange. n she got on 75 again. n she was with her gf. i jus find it strange, like, how u jus happen to see or remember someone's face that mornin n then suddenly see them on the same bus home again. its jus weird.....

anyway. my week's been ok. nothin much has happened, ive been comin home at 9 plus or later everyday which is pretty sad.......n i realise its goin to be like that for....a long time. cuz i only get to work 2 days on "early" shift. n my 2 days are mon n fri cuz on mon i have keyboard lesson n fri i have cell. so technically, i cant really go home early anymore n thats sad.

it sucks stayin out the whole day. like stayin at home. it makes me not want to go out on weekends really.............

ok. i downloaded this new detective game. gonna go try it! HAHAH. TAS.

2008-06-25T23:58:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA.

an excerp from my old blog.

37. How many wisdom teeth do you have? all of my teeth r full of wisdom.

omg. what the heck.

i cant believe i was so lame. -_-

wednesday, thurs then....FRIDAYYYYYY!!!!!!

2008-06-25T21:55:00.002+08:00

well. i feel sad today. :( its so lonely when i watch tv alone without any parents around. BOO.

anyway. workin life is alright now. i have things to do now. which im supposed to do tonight. like now. but i feel like takin a break. so i'll jus rush at work tom! :D at least i have one whole day to do it! ive now switched from doin 3d to perspective drawing...which i ahvent drawn in AGES. since year 2 i think. so i THANK GOD for helping me draw it surprisingly easy! im so happy! its actually quite fun if ur drawin simple things like. a living room. haha now i jus have to pray that my client will like my design, and sign a contract with me so i can earn money! EEEPS.

God please give me the favour thankyou. :D

so yea...ive to do more sketches now for clients. :( i had to meet with the lady from china that wanted to do her house n im ashamed to say that.........i could not construct a proper sentence to talk to her at all! how embarrassing. the only thing i could say was like....im brenda, this is my namecard. and.....yea. haha then my senior was like talkin to her in chinese n i had to take notes....n it was like....super hard to understand what they were talkin about! how would i know what is chinese for hacking the walls? hahah. n they were talkin about some colour n i was like. what colour is that? n he was like orange. n i was like OOPS>

God please give me wisdom in speakin chinese. heh. thankfully. hers is a small project...not some huge one!

anyway......my foot is fine now thank you all for asking. my dad bandaged it for me. i cant wait to take it off thou. its funny how SO MANY PPLE stare at you when you limp. seriously. on monday, i limped around cuz it really hurt...n all these pple kept starin at me. is it very strange to see someone walkin with a limp? i din think so lor. siao.

but now my dad bandaged it so it doesnt hurt THAT much. HEEHEE. he was abit paranoid thou, cuz he looked at it n thought it was quite bad n made me take anti biotics to prevent it from gettin infected.......yea. so sad. but now my dad is more motivated to renovate our house! so yay! when im more experienced he says he'll let me! heehee.

hahahah i was boreed. so i went to my first first blog ever. oh man. i sound so.....weird there! hahahah. strange......but its really funny to read how i used to blabber on about subjects....bleh. that was so long ago! i feel old. but its amusing. go check out for fun too if ur EXTREMELY BORED. HAHA.

http://www.xanga.com/blend_me

haha. i was emo last time too! hahahha. sometimes la.

omg. i had the STRANGEST DREAM last night. like abi, amaris, jeessie and josh...n random church pple were in it. guess who else was?? JOKER and ROBIN from batman. and in my dream robin became a bad person n joined joker. HAHHA., then they both drove purple stylo milo lookin cars. so random right. hahahahah. i dreamt that we had some "game" planned. n at first i was like. eh. why is there this bright purple car driving into brookvale. n we were all like. wooooow. then anyway joker came n talked to us n they were doin this roleplaying game. n like acting that we had to find this person that's trapped n like we had to save this person....etc...

then we were given like puzzles to solve and after solving the puzzles, it led to abigale! who was trapped in some cage somewhere! HAHAHAHHA. HOW RANDOM IS THAT!!!!

the joker n robin car was really cool thou. i was so excited about it. wanted to sit inside but couldnt. then i rem in my dream i was asking where batman was cuz i wanted to see the new batmobile for the movie. hahahahahahha. the strange thing is, i wasnt thinking about batman, reading about it or anything before sleepin. dont know how i randomly dreamt of it. STRANGE.

oks. i feel tired. should go back to perspective drawing. heehee. :D

groans

2008-06-22T23:00:00.001+08:00

oh my freaking gosh.

as i type this.im feelin ultra weak. n in alot of pain. help me.

i dont even know what happened.

all i remember is i was walkin to my mom's room n i hit some uneven tile.

im bleeding.

ooooh. abi n ama n josh jus skyped me. ok. shall go rant to them. :D

what a lovely sunday..

2008-06-22T22:30:00.003+08:00

today was pretty cool...

yes. we girls wore matching colours! how odd is that. everyone thought it was planned. HAHA. like...4 of us wore green, n 3 of us wore pink. and we TOTALLY DID NOT PLAN IT but we sat in church in alternate colours. it really wasnt planned. it jus depended on what time we came to church n sat down n it jus happened to be green,pink,green,pink,green... HAHA.

plus after this was me. in green, amaris in pink n jessie in green. yes we took this in church. we dont follow our bad example and take pictures in service. :D it was too cute to resist.
esther n i are so odd one out. :(
pple who spend too much time together start to think TOO alike i say. like this!

cell picture! with some other random pple. haha. :D

anway, after that. we went for mentoring. :D pictures in facebook! hahah. lazy to put here...

then we went shopping. very eventful. i bought slippers, 2 tank tops. sorry abi for stealing ur slippers. but they were very pretty! i resisted buying them but. cannot!

n everyone else bought something except for zach. poor thing. dont know the joys of retail therapy. so ama,abi n i got alittle high. shopping makes u really happy. then we all fell sick too cuz of suspected tei ping that tasted so horrrible. ugh. only zach was safe. hmph.

then we had camp comm appreciation steamboat which was super fun. :D had lots of pics too but go facebook n see! oks..

oh! after that i watched CSI which was quite funny. interesting episode. EXCEPT. the ending like after solving the mystery, there was this random scene that has nothin to do with the show! cuz this lady was slowly poisonin these pple with this drug that thins ur blood, so you cant clot n stop bleeding. then he was shaving his face n nicked a spot. then we was like ow. n then blood was pouring out n i totally DID NOT expect it n was traumatised! so scary!

ugh. felt so sick after that. so random la. it was gushing out!

heebie jeebies.

oks. monday blues. got work tom. eeeeeps!

blah.

2008-06-21T22:16:00.003+08:00

so sad. weekends are like so short. hmph.

my mom ate my keropok! she said she bought it for me....then when i went to eat it it was like gone! she left me like. a few small pieces left! so mean! imsad.

bleh.

first week of work went by...ok. felt really long thou....getting used to it. i hate going early, cuz it means i ahve to open up the blinds...or gate or...whats it called? the roller thingy....n its super heavy. im like. crushed by it.. haha.

but i guess work's been alright.....................sian. hate working up early.

gonna have monday blues again. SIGH....

anyway, ive completed my keyboard lessons! for beginner that is. my coach was really nice! too bad i wont see him next term. :( he was pretty cool........i had like a mini crush on him. ok la. thats not the right word to use....but i thoguht he was really nice. you know sometimes, you like see pple then you think, oh. he'll make a good boyfriend, or she'll make a good girlfriend...or you think i would like my future boyfriend to be like that......etc. so yea.. i thought he'll be a good boyfriend! HAHAHAHHAHA.

OK. NVM. i guess to me when i see a guy that loves God so much n stuff....its jus very.. how to say. encouraging! i like guys that love God alot! hahah. n i love josh too. dont worry. i dont fancy other guys! i like you! :D but anyway, the class was really good and interesting, and i really enjoyed it. i hope that i'll have time to work n practice for keyboard too thou.

anyway. some pictures of my favourite pple.. :D they very nicely agreed to meet me for dinner even though it was like 8 plus! :D love you all.. sorry to keep you waiting that day...

jessie loves billy bombers so we came here to eat. i din realise it thou that she loved the burgers n said. I DONT WANT BURGERS. sorry! i feel bad. heh.....

amaris cannot sit still......

josh! doesnt this look like the one that my dad's friend gave us? did we throw it away in the end or is it still at ur house? :D

anyway. love the nachos there. even thou it was a ripoff of 11 bucks. oh well. yums. :D

oh! my fisheye lens have arrived! not in singapore thou. in US. but still. SHO EXCHITCHING.

cant wait. send it over. send it over. send it over. send it over. send it over. send it over. send it over. thankews. :D then we must go n play with it!

who says frogs are harmless?

2008-06-20T10:02:00.002+08:00

FACT:

The frog known as the Poison- Arrow can kill about 2,200 people.

anyway. got that from my fact of the day on igoogle. :D its super interesting....

yes...im at work now! heehee. got abit bored of doin 3d stuff so...yea. heh. its friday! gonna visit leon's cell today n see how. eeps. :D tom got work still thou. so sad. ah well.......

work's been alright i guess. havent started on a proper project yet, but ive been doin some 3d stuff which im abit proud of cuz for once in my life i did proper lighting in it! :D

i bought something online yesterday. not good. but cant help it. online shoppin is fun! hopefully its nice! the worse thing is if it comes ugly. then u'll be like sad......bleh.

guess what i found online!

RED DYNASTY PAINTBALL PACKAGES

In Red Dynasty, we offer the most affordable paintball packages in Singapore which caters to your paintballing needs. From rookies, to novices, from intermediate or to paintball "freaks", there is definitely a package of your choice. Our prices start from as low as $10.00...Please email to info @weplaypaintball.com for advance booking or quotation.

PACKAGE A - The Shooting Gallery (30 paintballs per pax) - $10.00 per paxTry out the first paintball shooting gallery in Singapore! If you are new to the sport and would like to have "hands-on" experience on a paintball marker, this is the choice for you. Just "Aim, Squeeze and Fire!" Suitable for individuals or groups who are keen to learn about the basics of handling a paintball marker. Ideal for team building checkpoints.

PACKAGE B - JAMES BOND (50 paintballs per pax) - $25.90 per pax"One Shot, One Kill" Bring out the James Bond in you! Try out our designed scenario games and pit your skills against your opponents. Our game marshals will guide you along in these role playing games which enhances team camaraderie and communication. Suitable for groups who are keen to do a little running and dodging. Estimated game duration is about 1 hour which includes safety briefing.PACKAGE

C - THE GODFATHER (100 paintballs per pax) - $35.90 per paxBe a member of the Mafia and shoot at your own will. Instill fear in your opponents with overwhelming pellets. A class of its own, players will be assigned with 100 paintballs each. Game scenarios will be introduced with a twist of laughter leaving everyone with a smile at the end of each game. Estimated game duration is about 1.5 hour which includes safety briefing.

PACKAGE D - RAMBO (250 paintballs per pax) - $49.90 per paxOne man with one mission: Destroy the opposition and survive! With 250 paintballs assigned to you, you are fearless and dangerous. Immerse in a fun day of shooting, hiding and capturing the flag! As our most popular package, this will guaranteed you with a full paintball experience. Suitable for team building games amongst friends, colleagues and families. Special events such as birthday parties, hen and stag parties, carnivals, companies retreats, outdoor adventure activities, tournaments and more...Estimated game duration is about 2 - 3 hours which includes safety briefing.

sounds funn yea? its quite cheap too! cheaper than the other areas i think....im guessin. not sure. haha the 10bucks one is really cheap. but i think u dont get to shoot pple. so thats sad. its jus target range. so one of these bored sundays we go do! :D haha.

btw. jessie was super random this morning. ok. my webcam has this function that u know. can add like fire to ur face, or a hat on you etc....it can detect ur face la. then she sent me a msg saying, "you know your webcam right? i know how the thing works. someone behind the screen watches us and fit in stuff. "

hahahah super random thou, so early in the morning!

n i think this is the first time im bloggin at 10am! WOW.

OKOK. shall go back to.........stoning. ahah....weekend's here!

clam...chowdah!

2008-06-10T23:14:00.002+08:00

my mommy's the best! everyday i tell her what im craving and she never fails to buy what i want within a week. got to eat my clam chowder tonight. yum. next up on the crave list. ba zhang! the black colour one. not the white one. lets see how long it takes for her to buy it for me. heeheeheehee.

:) i was jus reading shanin's blog...

yes! i found porno stuff on my school's comp too! i mean mg's one. i rem last time...we took this course in sec 1....something called crush. remember remember?? haha. then they taught us how to check for cookies or something n i saw all these porno stuff! i mean...who watches porno stuff in the school comp lab....and even so in a girls school. hahah. i dont wanna know. :)

anyway...watched narnia today.....i thought it was....okay. HAHA. i can picture leon goiing. okay only ah. then give the sad face. (its the same as zach n his mcgriddles!) HAHA. i mean.. i dont know. it was alright. i think im a brainless movie person. i like super hero movies, arty movies that have very little dialogue, or chick flicks. haha. im not a very fightting/fantasy/psycho movie person.....OH well. besides. half the time i was like like. what did he say? what did she say? somehow i couldnt hear! i had to read the CHINESE subtitles which.....is like. ???? haha.

anyway. the prince is ok looking la. better than peter! haha. i like the top part of his head. i dont like his butt chin. HAHA.

but yea. thought the show was ok. i guess it was too much fighting and ??? so yea. loved the scenery thou. must go NZ in the summer/spring! so pretty. :)

oh n so annoying. guess how much i paid for parking today. 13 bucks. ?!?@$@!@!$~!@!#@#

irritating. stupid cine. i thought it was 3bucks for 3 hours. but i tink thats on sat n sun only. :( boo. 13?!?!?!?!? thats like. my movie ticket and lunch add tog.

i was jus thinking today....that if i was going with my original plan in life, i would be packing my bags now and flying off to USA soon. now thats a scary thought. oh well. work in singapore it is.

ergh facebook.

2008-06-10T00:00:00.002+08:00

facebook has offically went kooky on me. i cant view any pictures now. so.....shall pause from facebookin! :D

i jus HINTED to josh that i wanted something new. okay. i din hint. i went. josh i request a present for our anniversary.

hahahahha. yes thick skin! but its better to request a present that u love than to get a present that u jus like right????

im so excited!!! guess what i requested!! a lomographic fish eye camera!!! the new one too. its super cool. i cant wait to get it, theres like so many things u can do with it...

like multiple exposure, unlimited exposure, take fish eye pics, colour flash, and many more. i was reading online all the diff techniques n tips on creating cool pics. i cant wait to get it. then we can make cool psycadallic pictures. (did i spell that right?) anyway..yes. so cant wait! althought anniversary is...in a while. hmm. july but nvm. buy it quickly josh! i wanna play with it soon! :D

so exciting. :D

okok. i have nothin else to say. bye bye once again. *crosses fingers* facebook work on me. :)

bruised but happy.

2008-06-09T23:34:00.002+08:00

well. youth camp is over! it really seems fast. but i thank God so much for everything! it was a success wasnt it!

im so glad everyone enjoyed themselves. although...i think many pple went home with bruises and cuts but oh well! i have 10 on my legs. im not kidding. more seem to be appearing...but some are really small. i bruise easily. but it was fun. i enjjoyed it so much. so happy!!!!

:D

hahahahha. josh oh jus msned me.

josh is losing his voice after a great camp. consume me from the inside out says:
harro so u watching nana tmr ah
Brenda -- so tired......but captured! says:
haha us aid nana
josh is losing his voice after a great camp. consume me from the inside out says:
?
josh is losing his voice after a great camp. consume me from the inside out says:
OH
josh is losing his voice after a great camp. consume me from the inside out says:
oops
Brenda -- so tired......but captured! says:
thats like. am i watching ur gf
Brenda -- so tired......but captured! says:
HAHAHAH
josh is losing his voice after a great camp. consume me from the inside out says:
i mean narnia
josh is losing his voice after a great camp. consume me from the inside out says:
haha
josh is losing his voice after a great camp. consume me from the inside out says:
mistake
Brenda -- so tired......but captured! says:
HAHAHA

funny. :) i am NOT watching nana tom. that would be freaky. i am however watching NArnia! yay! i thought i lost hope in watching it, cuz everyone seems to have watched it but then leon msgs me n ask if i wanna watch!

hes so crazy over the show he wanna watch again! wowies.

:D

anyway..................facebook is messin up on me. bleh. oh oh. i think ive decided to carry on keyboard lessons. yay! or i dunno. maybe i'll steal the notes from dorlisa n try n learn myself. HAHAHAHHA.

OK. time to go back to facebookin. facebookin is only fun when there's new pictures. haha.

stalk stalk.

2008-06-03T01:35:00.003+08:00

i ate durian for the first time today in many years. or maybe a year plus. i dont know. it was strange. my dad was like. im going down to eat durian. then i was like. ok! i'll join you. its a first! i normally avoid durian! hehe

i was on the way home again today n guess who i saw again! the strange couple i stalked a few weeks ago! how strange! but they din act very weird this time...so no exciting bus entertainment for me this time. although....i din kind of get squash by this....uh. overweight lady. not that im against fat pple or anything but she was like sleepin n keepin fallin asleep on my arm n made me annoyed. n then the bus took a sharp turn n she like. went bom on me. yea. abit shocking. haha...

youthcamp's in a few days. so soon. erks. but cant wait! :D

oh had a very exciting dream last night. something abou robots n fighting n teleporting. was super funn. n alot of bombs n hiding n killing the enemy. sounds violent but it was super fun in my dream. wasnt scary. was exciting. except i was a man in my dream. dont ask me why........

oh had a scary dream that i had a stalker n tried to kill me! like he was a fren that i met sometimes n talked to sometimes. then one day i realised he was crazy over me (hmm dreamin of guys crazy over me.....big ego!) n then he realised i had like josh n he went mad n tried to kill me with this poison! so he tried to poison me but i somehow din react to the poison but i knew he poisoned me so i had to fake a death in front of him. like running away...then pretend to choke...coough. splutter (is that a word? somehow spluttered sounds correct but splutter doesnt.) anyway....so yea i had a fake my own death with was quite traumatising.

anyways....

i miss talkin to you! (josh). haha im sorry! i felt like i havent talked to you in a long time......maybe friday? sorry! i know its me thats not free n prob only can talk to you on like. the 9th of june or something. heehee. wait long long. i miss you!

okays shall sleep now. must go church tom. to make stuff. eeps. see you alls.

yawn yawn yawn

2008-05-26T23:39:00.002+08:00

i jus watched the mythbusters episode on whether yawning is contagious. i say it is no matter what!! :D

come on. u know when they first started talking about this myth n the minute they showed a yawning scene, i yawned. n throughout that show i kept yawning. its super funny. anyway, the verdict. yawning is contagious! n the last part, jamie was like, i bet the audience at home are yawning right now. n i was jus yawning at that moment! HAHAHAHA.

i think im easily influenced....ah wells.

lately ive been thinkin about food alot.

prob period coming. haha i ate constantly the whole day today. thats good right? im thinking about eating something after this post but havent decided what yet. too bads...

maybe i'll jus fry eggs. thats like the easiest (for a mo i forgot how to spell that, is that right? looks weird.) hmmm fried eggs. yum..

oh i stalked these 2 guys the other day. it was quite funny. see what i do when im all alone n bored? hahahhaha. i was going to someone's house. n i was taking bus. n so happened i was on this bus n these 2 guys were on the same bus. n we alighted at the same stop.....no biggie. :)

then i got on another bus n so happened they got on too. n din think much about it. :)

then i realised they were stoppin at the same stop as me........n i still din think much of it. haha. then we all happened to walk to the same traffic light n crossed it. n i was thinking, hey it'll be funny if we went to the same condo....cuz i like "followed" them alot.

n so i started walking behind them.....following closely, then following like further away. n then i saw the guy turn back to look at me. he prob like realised i was "following" them. hahaha. n then after walking for a bit they turned into the same condo as where i was going.......n i like continued followin them closely then i'll slack off abit then pick up the pace n stuff n that guy kept turning around to look at me. maybe 3 times?

hahaha i think i freaked him out! n i purposedly walked noisily behind them. was super funny to see their react. but then after that they walked pass my uncle's house, so i sneakily disappeared...........such cheap thrill i say....

but its fun. u should try it one day. esp funny if they keep noticing you. AHAHAH.

oh. i think im addicted to chewing gum too. sigh. i really like the wrigleys one. the green one. its so yummy the flavour. i wished singappore sold it. then i'll eat it everyday. yum. i have this habit of falling asleep while reading with like. the lights on n everything. guess what. the other day i fell asleep with chewing gum in my mouth. NOT a smart thing to do. NOT SMART. lets see. what happened? i woke up with gum in my hair. at 5am in the morning. how dumb yea. anyways. to cut the long story short, i used vodka to take it out. gahahahaha. not ordinary vodka either. i used absolut kurant to take it out n my hair smelt like.....blueberries after that. haha. of course i shampooed it after but still. strange.

okays now i'll really go fry eggs. slurp. yums.

hmmm foood.

2008-05-26T00:59:00.002+08:00

im hungry.

will eat soon. decided to blog for abit first! seee? i do blog. hah.

anyway...im craving ceasar salad. so sads. i wanted to make one jus now (yes! i know how to make!) n i had all the ingredients EXCEPT the most important one. the romaine lettuce. of all things to NOT have. so sad..i want. tummy rumbling.

had a disappointing dinner today. ate leftover fish bee hoon....which wasnt like super nice. u know what i wanted to eat for dinner??? steak! hahah. but my dad wasnt feelin well. so we jus stayed at home.........

dunno whats wrong with me too! i jus get hungry n sleepy now! so lazy. u know i took 2 naps today. mad right. i napped in the afternoon while talking to josh. hahahha. cuz he was playing the guitar which made me sleepier n i fell asleep to his guitar playing. so nice...got music to listen to somemore. haha felt abit bad thou. cuz i thought i slept for 10 mins but it turned out to be an hour. n he was playing that whole hour! not bad. :)

n then i was watching tv n i fell asleep again for like 1 n half hours. not good. somemore that was at 8pm........i bet i cant sleep tonight. heh...

oh! i was watching rouge today. on channel 5. haha then it was a random gender topic n FD, glen n tay ping hui was like there to talk n stuff. n i realise that tay ping hui is like... a real. liike. MAN. as in....in a i-dont-like-shoppin, lady-drivers-are-bad-drivers, no-i-will-not-carry-ur-handbag sort of way. haha so funny. n weird. i wouldnt like a guy thats too much like that thou. so................afraid of his girly side! hahaha. luckily josh has his feminine sides. he actually enjoys disney movies! ahahaha. even watched enchanted on his own in the plane. haha. not bad. :)

oh one more thing. hahaa i jus found out jenny n yong heng got engaged! i know. so random cuz i dont know them well but...........i jus thgouth it was exciting n sudden news! hahahah.

so shall go eat something now. yums. :D

the exciting life of public transport

2008-05-12T23:00:00.002+08:00

heh. blogging twice in a day. wowies.

anyway...i dont know how many of you like to pple watch or eavesdrop on pple on the bus or mrt. hee hee. i admit. im one of those kind. sometimes, if its really interesting. i'll switch off my ipod n with my earphones still plug in, eavesdrop. heeheee....anyway...if they talk so loudly then they dont really mind right?

haha.

anyway...today on my way back from keyboard lessons i observed this strange couple. haha

at first i noticed the guy when i was boardin the bus cuz i thought he looked familiar.......thought maybe he was from church...or met him somewhere at work...or maybe he was some actor. anyway....

i went and sat at the back of the bus. n i saw this lady sit in a seat and he sat behind her.

then she stood up n changed seat.....n i din think much about them.....then after that i noticed her keep standin up to adjust the aircon. haha it was quite funny. i think she din want to blowing at her so she adjusted it to blow at the guy sitting at the window. i'll get annoyed if someone did that to me!

yea....then later 2 seats were empty, as in like those next to each other then i saw the guy dash forward to get that seat. n then he turned to the lady n im guessin asked her to sit with him.

n she jus looked at him n resume.....stonin. n i was like...okay. oh no. poor guy, mayeb they fought or something..
haha

then he keeps turnin to look at her...n then she like plops her bag on the chair next to him....n resumes stoning. n im like....uh.....haha then i thought maybe shes waiting for the bus to stop then she'll change place but....nooooo....our bus stops many times n she still jus left her bag on that seat.

n all this while the guy keeps glancing back at her. so strange huh!

then sudddenly she like plops down next to him...then they start talkin like very normally. like laughing etc....

i just found her SO WEIRD. haha. its really strange.....

anyway......on to someting else. congrats to all the man u fans out there...........somehow im surrounded by then..

lets see. yesterday night, josh called me on skype. n when i answered. he jus started singing.. we are the champions, my frens.....n we'll keep on fighting to the end.....n i was like...what the.

then he shouted. man u won the trophy! n iw as like. uh ok.

haha.

then i see zach loggin in with....glory glory man u.....n josh oh with dunno something champions la. n im like. omg.

haha crazy pple. then this morning. my dad thought it'll be very interesting to tell me the whole story on why the game was so interesting....in detail...

so.............yea. hip hip hurray. man u won. -_-

im happy for them. i really am. :)

random --> its interesting to note how i can talk to jessie for so long on the subject of pratas. haha. makes me hungry.

dont make sense....

2008-05-12T17:33:00.002+08:00

its strange......

i was trying to log in to my account etc but i coudldnt! then i was like. hmmmm. why cant i. cuz ive always been logging in as my brendayl@singnet.....email. then it was so strange. i couldnt. so i tried all my diff emails n finally could log in with my newest ong.brenda one. how come?

how come it changed on its own? how did it even know that this ong.brenda one leads to my blog when i log in? so strange. i dont remember changing it at all.

weird eh. i ahve a stalker blogger! they even know when i change accounts! eeeps.

anyways....

i realise that i dont blog much now cuz i post like all my photos on facebook anyway...so its like no need to post here unless its super special. hahah..

ah well.......

came back from KL! yays. honestly din do much except get lost a few times n shop. kl is a dirty place. haha (hope i dont get...shot by some malaysians or something)

but honestly. i wore flip flops n at the end of the day my feet were really dirty even thou i din step on the floor. haha. strange eh.

went to eye on malaysia which was kind of....disappointing n crappy (once again dont shoot me malaysians!) but it was. i dunno. i think we've been spoilt by singapore flier....

but it was kind of fun....ban got dizzy n we had this other guy in our cabin that was afriad of heights so quite amusing. :)

yeaps. went swimmin yesterday with abi,jon,amaris,josh. it was super cloudy. so sad. :(

i mean singapore has super nice weather (i mean nice for swimmin) for so many days then the day we go swimmin it gets........cloudy. but we decided to swim anyway cuz we had nothin to do. was pretty fun but......it was like freakin cold! kept shivering n shivering...heh. we all got not much fats. hahaha.

yea. cant believe we took like 300plus photos thou. madness i tell you......but alot of it was multishot so yay. i love my underwater camera casing thingo! i was my camera was jus waterproof thou. it'll be so much easier n funner. oh wells. this is good enoguh. heehe

nothin else much to say..........hmm....i got diarhea n so did joshoh from al ameen. ugh. was weird. ahaha. lucky jessie never take the curry man. haha. i bet it was josh who jinxed the place since he always had bad experience at there. i never had problems with al ameen till i ate there on sat!!!!!

oops. i have to go soon. got keyboard lessons later. yay!

sobs.

2008-04-20T00:33:00.002+08:00

lookin through everyone's blog and facebook and pictures is making me depressed. hah. i miss josh now. :( i wanna hang out and watch movie and go eat in nice restaurants again. (of course i'd like his company too. hehe)

boohooo...

anyway. i was lookin at sammi's thailand pictures and. they. are. so. NICE! so unfair. when am i ever going to get my dream beach holiday!! its like....been my dream to go to a beach holiday since sec school but i still got no chance to. sigh....i want i want i want! (big hint!) quite sad thou. im gonna start workin soon...hope i can enjoy my last few days of freedom life. (okay la. months) :) alrighty. shall go sleep now. byes!

risen from the dead.

2008-04-01T20:52:00.006+08:00

i know this sounds pretty dumb. but i feel like i have no more friends. :(

haha. oh well. time to blog on what ive been doing since i disappeared 1 month ago. :)

josh came back. wheee.

and yes. he surprised me at ikea which was quite surprising.. haha. so dumb. :P

yeps. i was unknowingly doing stupid faces totally oblivious to him behind me. nice.

using the fondue pot jessie n steph gave me. we had fondue! tasted abit weird thou.

seeing a sudden sunny day! i forced josh to go swimmin. so nice sun man. :D

quite pro.

also went to eat at my ALL TIME FAVOURITE JAPANESE RESTAURANT!

josh's fave avocado salad dish. n i really love the dressing. i dont know what it is. but its good.

oh my gosh. my favourite gyo tataki! this is the best man. seriously.

i love sashimi. mmmmmmm hungry now.

we eat so much. the food here is super good. you cant find this menu in other restaurants. :D

look at how much we ate!

obviously. we were stuffed.

brought cassie for an outing. :D look at the 2 loves of my life bonding

cassie was a naughty dog. she got ants on her and rolled in mud. nice.

went to ikea to eat. :D yums. during the time josh was back. we went to ikea like 4 times. i dont even know why.

all my fave foods. yums!

went to josh's fave korean bbq buffet place. the amt of food the yap boys eat amazes me. :)

walking along clarke quay after eating in another really nice restaurant that we forgot to take pictures at. whoops.

went to T3 again to send my parent off. i feel lonely at home without them :(

interupting josh's pictures of T3. heehee.

went shopping.. yays. we kept taking pictures in topshop till the guy stopped us. oops.
see. this is how id look like if i really lost weight.

josh has a thing for poles.

and cranes.

i had a sudden craving for hello panda. yum. look whos the girly one here.

alright! that pretty much sums up my 5 weeks spent with josh. im sorry all you pple that i couldnt meet cuz i was out with him. heehee. im free now! ask me out!

also sigh..no more josh. no more good food. haha kidding. i will miss you! :D

alrighty. im bored of blogging. that took a really long time. so many pictures!

2008-02-17T00:39:00.003+08:00

today i din rot! :D whee wheee wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

went to west coast with the 2 pple i love love love! haha okay. i love all you else too. :P

but yeps. went with amaris n jessie to spy on pple playin n for amaris to show off her ginormous cam. haha. or more accurately, the schools one. :P

omg. speakin of school....submissions in 2 days! AAAHHH!!! i'll be so sad to not see my frens anymore thou. :( boo hoo. 3 yers have passed so ffast. eeps.....

scaryness.....but i seriously cant wait for my proj to end! so sick of it! AHH

anyway. cassies a really good model. :) shes so used to my sister, my dad n i makin her pose. anyone who wants to hire her tell me please! i charge good rates. haha. anyway. i made her pose with my huge stack of chinese new year goodies. doesnt she look sad? cuz she cant eat them!! muahahahaha.

anyway. this website has been helpin me keep my sanity. i read it every night before sleeping! its so so cute! hahahahaha. i'll post some of my favourites here. haarharr.

http://icanhascheezburger.com/

haha this one is really adorable! josh thought this was really funny

but i thought this one was REALLY FUNNY! but i think he din get it. hmm. oh well. isnt it funny?? isnt it? hahahah i laughed for so long man.

n this is so cute! shappa ur cat cannot beat this man. :P

dont we all hate this. :P
heeheehee
okays better go sleep/ got church tom. night!

ho hum...

2008-02-02T01:27:00.000+08:00

oh man, some major life decisions to make....so many things to consider. n i really dont know what im goin to do yet. my future seems so uncertain, im scared!

seriously man....it seems so fast that i have to make such big decisions etc.

i miss being a kid.......where my worst problems were like. tests. or ting xie. haha.

2008-01-31T03:08:00.000+08:00

omg i jus almost fell off the table.

heart beating fast. haha

what was i doing standin on the table??

weelll...................

i switched on my aircon la! im not some crazy person. :)

supposed to sleep soon. its late! 3am!

jus finished doin work. eyes goin wonky. :)

but i decided to blog cuz i found out something funny. heehehehe

did u know that the skytrain, yes the one at the airport, was originally supposed to be named people moving service (or someting like that). yes. people moving service. hahahaha. PMS!

random but hahaha im so glad its they called it skytrain instead. heehee

okays gonna go sleep then. nights.

2008-01-26T01:00:00.000+08:00

i read the bible today n learnt something quite important. haha. as in......it really spoke to me man.....

1 peter 2
13Submit yourselves for the Lord's sake to every authority instituted among men: whether to the king, as the supreme authority, 14or to governors, who are sent by him to punish those who do wrong and to commend those who do right.

so remember celly pple! if u feel the need to argue with teachers or lecturers or whatever.....be reminded of this verse! so we are told to obey authority as far as conscience will allow. as long as its something Godly, then we should obey it n not question authority! :)

18Slaves, submit yourselves to your masters with all respect, not only to those who are good and considerate, but also to those who are harsh. 19For it is commendable if a man bears up under the pain of unjust suffering because he is conscious of God. 20But how is it to your credit if you receive a beating for doing wrong and endure it? But if you suffer for doing good and you endure it, this is commendable before God. 21To this you were called, because Christ suffered for you, leaving you an example, that you should follow in his steps. 22"He committed no sin, and no deceit was found in his mouth."[e] 23When they hurled their insults at him, he did not retaliate; when he suffered, he made no threats. Instead, he entrusted himself to him who judges justly. 24He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness; by his wounds you have been healed. 25For you were like sheep going astray, but now you have returned to the Shepherd and Overseer of your souls.

and so it kind of spoke to me (not that we're slaves or anything. haha) cuz....of suhan. heh. shes a scary lecturer and she din really do anything to me, but i saw that she was pretty harsh to like everyone. so be reminded that if u have a harsh lecturer/teacher still show respect to them and submit to them! :)

so cell pple! remember this k! :)

love u guys.

5 x 7 = ....35 ?!?!?!

2008-01-16T00:08:00.000+08:00

in 5 weeks i end my final year project

in 5 weeks i kind of "graduate"

in 5 weeks josh comes back

in 5 weeks its time for me to explore young adult cells...

eep.

everything big seems to be happenin in 5 weeks time. wow....

wait..what? its 2008?

2008-01-11T15:26:00.000+08:00

hehe. okays. i finally blogged.

yes yes first entry of 2008! haha

been busy with school. still doing work now...so shant blog long. :)

i jus sneezed n it hurts. haha. im aching all over....yeps cuz of Napfa. i have to really thank and praise God for helping me thru! everything went like...in favour of me! so happy.

i really cant believe i ran my 2.4 so fast. (okay. fast compared to my normal). so yay.

i almost got gold. missed my shuttle run by 0.3secs. haha. but silvers good too. happy enough. was too tired cuz shuttle run was my last station....

but yea. hoorah! maybe im not as unfit as i thought i was. ahaha.

but its God's help la.

okay. im lazy to type further. pics of my life so far is all in facebook!

oh had some cool like...miracle thingy with my family. hard to explain...cuz im lazy to type. but its basically God showed us His presence cuz we asked for it. n my whole family got like gold dust on us...like on our hands. n my moms hands got oily n stuff. so yea. pretty. cool. like slowly u see gliterry things appearing on ur hands. really cool.

u can find some stuff on it on the net i guess.. haha. but yea. pretty cool. n it disappears after a while...n we din do anything. we jus asked God to show us and we looked at our hands n it slowly appears. yeps. cool. okay. better go back to work. love u all. :)

2007-11-29T11:49:00.000+08:00

havent been going to school. yay. :)

except its scary. no consulting lecturer. hah.

anyways. exciting news!

yesterday, i was doing work in my room. when suddenly, there was this HUGE LOUD DEAFENING BANG! n i got the shock of my life. Seriously. i jus sat there. closing my eyes. trying to calm myself down. n then chrys n cassie comes running over, with my brother followiung behind. asking me....if i heard that. DUH. :) n if i saw it. but i din. apparently it was like lightning n we guessed it struck our building. cuz they saw a huge flash of light...

anyways, calmin myself down, i went back to do my work, and then my brother calls excitedly. mei mei! come and look! then im like what....okay n go to my sister's room. i look out the balcony and i see smoke come up from the clock tower!

we guess it struck there. haha. and there was alot of smoke! i wanted to take picture. but that would be quite embarrassing. like those singaporeans who see an accident n take photo, write down car plate no to buy 4d....you know...so i din take picture. haha.

but quite scary, my beloved clock tower was on fire. :(

anyways soon after the scdf comes. :D so fast i thought. my brother says they have nothing better to do. ahah and ya. they spray water somehow up the tower. so hurray! no more fire!

we havent had that much excitement in brookvale in a while. my condo is like sleepy condo. :)

yes. anyway. unglam picture of cassie! we shaved her btw. hehe

cassie's so cute.

i was readin in my mom's room when suddenly i heard a loud bang! haha n i look n realised she walked pass the curtain n into the sliding door! i think she thought it was open. SO FUNNY! i laughed n laughed n she looked at me n looked all paise n ran out of the room! HAHAHAAHAH.

anyway. i cooked my own dinner the other day! yummmmmmmy. not bad i say. :) only it wasnt too salty enough. haha.

2007-11-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

heh heh heh. mu brother was jus lookin for horror movies to watch cuz his gf felt like watching them.....n it reminded me of our horror house in mg... :(

man that was so fun la...im really sad we din take much pics of it. like the interiors and all. i still remember screaming for like hours at these random strangers. its really fun. haha

makes me miss mg n all our crazy frens! n doing all the crazy things. haha. :)

the haunted house was seriously fun man. i was the crazy wife who was pining for her husband. hee hee. n i remember singing the nobody looves me, every body hates me on the bed, swaying back n forth n suddenly jumping out at the people. it was so funny man! i remember some guys like...jerking in shock. hahaha. n i remember some kids getting scared n crying. oops. its really fun....then you walk into the room with the crazy kid n the nanny..

i rem clair was the nanny. who was the kid ah? i forgot. hmmmmm. haha. was it charm? anyway......that was fun.

the funniest was celeste n dunno who strokin each other's hair. i honestly think that was super creepy la! oh n poor feli getting stepped on by people. -_- eeks.

oh! n our doll room! by far the creepiest place!! im still freaked out by that man. i remember being in that room, n i think it was kristalle n dunno who switched off the lights n slammed the door n i was like alone in there....freakin scary! n they slammed the door shut, like it was jammed. n i couldnt open it.

haha somehow i din think to switch on the lights. :P

missed our b5 days! n haunted houses! haha. man..........when are we gonna have pink clan reunion? :)

freakest thing ever. -_-

2007-11-23T01:26:00.000+08:00

guess what. yesterday. at 3.10am in the morning. i yawned. and.

dislocated my freaking!! jaw!!!!!!!

OUCH!

so scary la. like seriously. never go so freaked out before. it jus popped out. n i couldn close it back in. then everyone in the whole house was sleeping. so i ran to the toilet...panicking n praying all the way for God to heal me. So scared la. :P

seriously. it wouldnt close. n i was kind of droolin already cuz i couldnt keep my mouth close. then somehow......i put my hands in my mouth n managed to pull it back. n it connected again.

Thank God.

after that i felt so panicked i couldnt sleep man. eeps.

so my jaw was quite...sore....n then the next day. itell my family n they're like. what? are u serious????

n i go on my normal day, eatin lunch (except i dontdare open my mouth big).....n jus went i got ready to leave i forgot n YAWNED. with my mouth open BIG!

and surprise surprise!

it dislocated again!! so scary! this time wasnt so bad. but i couldnt talk. n my bro n his gf saw it man. he said he heard a loud craack!

anyway. i went to the toilet once again to...ahem. adjust myself.

so yes. please keep in prayer that my jaw will be healed. cuz this means i cant eat...burgers or hotdogs for a while. cant open my mouth properly. also. please pray that i will always rem not to open my mouth big when i yawn. cuz seriously. on the bus to school today i almost forgot 3/4 times.

can you imagine. so embarrassin if i dislocate my jaw on the bus witheveryone looking. then i have to stick my hands in my mouth n pop it back in?

EW! cant even wash ur hands!

so freakkyyyy!!!!

weekend weekend weekend! come!

2007-11-22T00:21:00.000+08:00

this is so cool! :D

my lecturer sent it to me. i think its quite funny. haha. :D

anyways. critique 1 is over! OVER! woooo! 4 more to go. SIGH.

cant believe this is my last proj im doing. my gosh.

thank God it went well. :)

also. of all days, i decided to watch tv. which i hardly ever do now. n i watch csi. (my loved show. :D)

and.

gues what.

it ends abruptly! like what the! i dont even know when they show the next ep! is it next week? is it tom? gosh. now i'll never know whos the killer! so annoying. of all days man! normally csi ends like. 1 hr. no continuation. :( which reminds me. i have greys anatomy to watch :D

brain block. :(

2007-11-19T22:35:00.000+08:00

sigh. got critique 1 coming up on weds. im scared. i dont know what to put in my presentation. and i dont know how to phrase the words. somebody help me! its like i have all the info, but i dunno how to present them altogether. :( scared.

anyway. so blogging will help me unblock my brain. hehehehe.

i had a really cool vivid dream today. dreamt my house had secret passages and i could like connect to diff rooms and everything. like the walls mysteriously opened up and all. so fun! haha. was so excited in my dream....going around all these secret passages. :P

anyway, the other day i brought cassie to west coast park for a walk cuz i needed to do some project work. :D

i thought this photo was so adorable!!!

hehe tired. :D

hehe having fun in church. arrg!

battle of the cell leaders!

haha how fun. :D

2007-11-16T00:51:00.000+08:00

i dreamt yesterday i was very urgent. had to go to the toilet very badly. was like running around, lookin for a place to pee. then when i finally found one, it was like a long queue. AND it was a mixed gender toilet. but no choice. so i queued...n finally got a cubicle and went to pee.

and i couldnt! was so frustrating cuz i was so urgent but i couldnt pee. like weird. n i tried and tried to pee but i couldnt.

then i woke up.

and i thank GOD that i COUDLDNT pee. ohmygosh. can u imagine what would happen if i managed to pee in my dream?

then i ran to the toilet.

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anyway. my mom was on the fone today, n somehow talkin about my sister n i. n she said my sister had a better figure than me. n she said i was too skinny. no shape. hmph. just because shes speakin in cantonese doesnt mean i cant understand okay!

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decided to go on msn properly today. to actually talk to pple. kind of miss it actually. was nice to catch up on some pple. :) should do this more often. :) shall go back to chatting. nightssssss.

i lvoe you all! (brenda is feeling quite happy today. )

strengths, weaknesses opportunities.....threats....what the.

2007-11-07T00:15:00.000+08:00

ive reached a brain block on my homework. so decided to blog. maybe that'll give me more inspiration! haha!

doing the stupid site analysis..cant think of any threats. :( shucks.

anyway....went to marina, esplanade, fullerton, dempsey, holland etc...lucky kenneth got car. haha.......random thing happened. we were in dempsey checkin out this new place...called like house? is it? cant rem. anyway...we were lookin at this floorplan of the space n randomly this lady comes up to me and says:

random lady: better watch your bag
me: huh?
random lady: it might get lost in there. hahahaha. (or something like that)
me and the rest: um?!?!
random lady: because its camouflage! hahahaha
me: *light dawns* ohhh.... ha ha ha........

so lame la! i was carrying those like...army material bag. random! so funny to walk pass a person and say that. -_-

anyway say tiffany..tang today. so weird! haha she was working at that place. which is quite cool!

its like a spa restaurant. yes. what a weird combi....but they had cool individual rooms with diff themes...n sofas lookin into the forest. which i bet looks creepy at night...what if u suddenly see a pair of eyes shining back at you!

:)

okay..better go back to presentation then i can sleep soon! cant wait for tom night! :D

2007-11-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

check this out....its like so weird la! i found it while researching on stuff for school. yes. random.

i jus thought it was really funny. watching the pple bob up n down. madness down. how gross is that!

anyways...life has been okayyy....doing fyp! :)

got a parcel today. :) happiness. :D

yay!

sigh...decision making time again...

2007-10-28T02:29:00.000+08:00

i guess with school ending soon n everything, lately everyone has been asking me what im gonna do after poly...the scary thing is...i really dont know!

n i dont know what God wants me to do either. sigh. how?

it seems like so fast....that recently i was just deciding whether to go jc or not. n now its like.....whether to work or to study. or what to study. where to work. im gettin so old!

i still dont know what to do!

n talking to so many people....they all about being bosses of their own company..or working in some big firm, or going into markets that are going to become popular like...hospitality etc.... so many pple have been askin me to go into that line..to become more competitive, so join the best companies...but sometimes i feel.....

i dont know. i just dont want that kind of lifestyle. i mean...i dont mind working in a good company if i still have a life...but i really dont see a point of working in really good companies n then u have NO life. just work till you die. work overnight....like some of my friends from sip.. i dont mind it once in a while but somehow everyweek is just scary. i will defintely burn out from it..

its like some singaporean mentally...to always be the best, go to the best schools, best workplaces n everything. but honestly, id rather work a less stressful job, one that still gives me time to do other stuff n i frankly dont mind earning less for such a life........but sometimes its like pressurizing that everyone assumes n asks you to join the top companies....

n people are always saying...work for those famous designers...or become like a celebrity designer...u earn alot of money n get popular.....but im jus happy working in a normal ID firm, designing what i like to design......

if money wasnt an issue, thats what i would do man. jus work for fun...enjoy the designing...i dont want a stressful life...i dont want a busy one...like my sis....who works like mad. it jus seems sad....SIGH>

so i dont know what i want to do yet...................howhowhow. anyway..enough ranting i guess. i can only see what God plans for my life............

1 more week of hols. erk.

2007-10-22T01:43:00.000+08:00

heh...must blog as much as possible before fyp starts. erks!

:D

yes. im still slackin at home. haha with some work to do. but.....anyway. :P

watching youtube again! haha......n i came across this song...which was from a taiwanese show...that i watched last time. which was okay i guess...din like the show that much. haha but the girl always sang this song in it.

n i jus realised its a christian song. isnt that weird?? haha like a christian song in a taiwanese show. haha....but ya i never really heard the lyrics properly so never thought much about it. but watching the youtube, it came with subtitles...so yes!

haha random. but quite a nice song. :D

yeps. anyways...nothing much really exciting happened. well. on fri went out with shappa n lois...went to the nus alvaar aalto exhibition. i hope i spelt his name right. but din really learn anything. HAHA. more like we admired the student's rendering n drafting skills. manually done. not bad. :D

then we went ikea. :D n then they came over for cell. yays. :D

anyway. mandy n i went tanning the other day...very fun! esp cuz i

got to use my underwater cam! how fun. abit hard to take pics but fun nonetheless. hehehe.

testing mandy's funky glasses :D

i love the sun!

my pet pig is hungry. feed it coins!

look abit unglam. but how are u supposed to look glam underwater!

hehehe. :D

funfun. i like tannin n taking pictures in the ppool. :D anyways. im feelin abit peckish. hahaha british word!

tas! another british word! ....i think.

2007-10-17T01:28:00.000+08:00

totally wasting my holiday away man. but loving it! :D

im so addicted to online shoppin. n i have to say its jessie's fault! haha. all cuz she started the online blog thing. reminded me of my ebay shop...so i started shopping online. n its addictive. i seriously spent the whole day shoppin. from...8pm to 4am in the morning. then slept. woke up. had lunch n started shopping all the way till now. which is 3am. so wrong man. haha...but ive controlled myself. n only bought 1 dress. :D which is pretty. but i dont know if im gonna wear it but oh well.

n i bought a pair of shorts too. pretty. :D

n im waiting to buy another dress now. haha so fun! i can shop for presents at home man...if i dont have time to go out n shop. haha bugis is too hot. :D

was lookin for bikinis too. but the cheap ones dont have my size! so annoying. haha. but all so pretty. SIGH. oh well....

ive also been watching youtube myth busters! i like that show. its really funny. would watch it on tv but i always dont know when its showing. haha., but check this video out. its so funny. watchin it makes me want to laugh. its like...so weird!

mondooooo.

2007-10-15T16:47:00.000+08:00

you know what is the weirdest thing?

i realised my laptop has an in built mike. i always thought it din...........i know it sounds random but i seriously never knew that! so weird huh! n i found out...because i was talking n talking then suddenly i realised. eh. my mike plug is not plugged in. n how come i can still skype??? then i realised i never need to use the mike anyway! how weird is that! sow eird! seriously. after havin my laptop for......2 n half years then i found out! n ive been makin myself suffer using the mike n ear piece. wow. haha

so gong.

anyway i jus watched princess hours! haha again. i udnno. i went to watch goong s cuz it started showin on tv. but then i found it bit boring..becuz i guess it was the first part....but then watching it made me feel like watching princess hours so i did! hahaha. toot.

but i always liked that show. sigh. :D

anyways. been slackin n stuff..haha so lazy. but i love slacking! im born to waste time! haha.

yesterday went shoppin in bugis. yay. :D missed shopping! haha

this is what i bought! haha new shoes, 2 pairs of jeans n a tie! haha isnt the tie pretty. haha

bought some presents too. not bad. din spend that much money. yay. :D im happy. haha.

i gave myself a french manicure today. but...its so tiring to do it! my gosh....kept making mistakes. haha. n i jus realised i smudged an area. :( booo. too lazy to touch up already man. oh well.

okay la. shall go now.............feel sleepy. haha.

selamat hari raya! ( i hope i got that correct)

2007-10-13T12:14:00.000+08:00

hellos! everyone in my family is going out. how sad. its jus me and cassie now. haha...oh well. even chrys is gone. blehhs. what shall i do? what movies! haha or...do work. erks................

anyway...i found this song that i really like! its so nice. i dunno. it jus keeps gettin stuck in my head. :D niceeee........

anyway josh called me...so enjoy! bye!

i cant sleeeeeeeep

2007-10-11T03:04:00.000+08:00

ugh. i hate those feelings where ur ultra sleepy but ur brain is jus so active that u cant sleep. i feel like that now. feel like taking sleeping pills to knock myself out! haha. must be the tehping i jus drank at like 11! not very smart. -_-

blehhhh!!

i have to go school tom again! yucks! but must do cdi room. haha hopefully improve my 3d. hehehe. or at least improve my 3d library. har ahr har. spent the afternoon todaay downloadin all diff types of furn laa.....hehehehhe.

after school went to celebrate mervin's bday at the village. honestly.....marche is such a nicer name. dont understand them man........village is such a rip off. haha. had rosti n sausage. haha. which hock claims i ate half...but i think i ate more than that.....at least 3quarters. haha. but gosh. rosti's super filling la. should have eaten mash instead. :D

yummy. gettin hungry thinkin of mash potatoes. :D

anyways....went to drink after that...kk joined us...talked yada yada. i had a lychee martini. yum! i love all the lychee drinks man. yummmy yumm yummmmm! n crap la. so annoyed cuz i cant sleeeeeep!

argh!

but tonight was quite fun. heheh.

welllllss......i jus rem something. hahahaha. when i went on holiday with some aunties etc...one auntie asked if i wanted to be her son's date for his grad for OCS or soemthing? hahahah. anyone interested? hahahaha kidding. but so random! but i said no. haha later kana scolding from josh. hehe.

eh but sounds not bad le. goodlookin....n fit! can u imagine? should have a hot bod. haha hes in navy.....hahah. anyone want a blind date? also can fly plane...play tennis. not bad eh? hahahhahahahaha. yes i know. random. but i thought its funny that his mom was lookin for a date for him. ahha.

sigh. bloggin has not made me sleepy. howwww. tom still need to go school. ah....craps.

someone come and give me a head massage now! my head hurts! what can i do to sleeeep. :( n where are you joshhhh??? come talk to me online leeeee. me cannot sleeeeep.

okay brenda. stop whining. sighhhhhh...........no one is online. :( i feel lonely. haha.......facebook shall be my only fren for now......blehs.

2007-10-08T22:40:00.000+08:00

phew. i almost forgot there was school tom....luckily sharifah reminded me!

i woke up at almost 2pm today. which is weird. im not that sort of person who does that. weird eh? n i din sleep late. haha only slept at like...12plus or 1plus. madness ah....i slept for half a day! it wasnt even those...dun wanna get out of bed kind. it was the....dead deep sleep. haha. n i had the longest dream ever.....n weird. but too long to type. jus some random olympics dunno what thing...

which reminds me...my moms fren was askin if i wanted to help usher in olympics 2008. how cool is that. hahah but i said i couldnt becuz im bad at speakin chinese. n u have to be able to speak both english n chinese. but it sounded really cool....they even pay for u flight etc...n pay you to work. cool huh.......

yeps. anyways...yesterday went for lunch at ichiban boshi. thanks to bernie for treating us. hehe. i finally got to eat my jap! so happpy. i missed jap food so much!

so anyways. us!

i love this set! has my fave udon n sashimi. yum. gettin hungry thinkin of it now. hehe.

after that i went to meet ban....walked around abit. haha. went to a fleamarket n i bought a tshirt! n a present for josh too. yays....then we walked somemore n walked n walked. -_- forgot to take pictures thou. haha.

the other day i went with mandy to ikea! yum. land of the swedish meatballs n chicken wings...

drooool...

i like. :D

i like too. haha kidding.

anyways..had fun..shopping in ikea is always fun. :D

after that went to weizhi's school thingy....explored lasalle! the architectures cool but abit weird. haha.....n some of the works were not bad. their id first year learns so diff things from us thou!

n he had a weird fren who kept asking us to take pictures. haha they are all hyper people..

anyways...josh got me this! haha i thought it was quite cute....except no one would get to see it thats why i showed it on my blog! hahahaha. and yes. thats me with my secret tattoo down there. har har har.

oh n steph n jessie got me a cool present too. chocolate fondue set. kind of like urs right sharifah?? haha.

and my sister got me something pretty.

pretty right? haha

its a french manicure set. haha

okay la. sorry for the rest of you...that i din show ur presents. i love them too! jus din have the chance to take picture of them. haha. :D

oops. josh jus called me n skype! shall go now! toodles.!

2007-10-06T22:52:00.000+08:00

1st week of hols gone! oh no!

been doing nothing much...shopped abit. hehehehe. yays. i realised cotton on opened in sing! yay. hahaha...it was the shop that we went mad in aussieland, every diff place we went to had cotton on n we always went in n bought tons of stuff. haha the sales there are great! so yay...

but the shop here in singapore was quite small thou...compared to the ones in aussie!

oh well...more plains shirts around now...haha..

okay..im lazy to blog. going back to playin with facebook. hahah...im gonna miss playing this when fyp starts. eeeks.

back from chinnaaa

2007-10-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

:D im back!!

china was quite fun!

too bad thou..missed love clementi n everything. it looked fun....sighhhhh..

anyways..china was exciting...saw alot of attractions etc...but the best part was the desert. like sand dunes kind. it was awesome! so prettyyyy. seriously......n i sat on a camel and went in...went to sit on some tube down the sand dunes...climbed the sand dunes which was freaking tiring i tell you........

got so many pics..but uploaded them on facebook. so go look there if u can! i'll jus put a few up here. hehe...

at the desertttt..i loved it man. have to go to one again because i din spend enough time there..

also went to the terracotta warriors...which was quite coollll its like super big and there were sm many warriors. niceeee. :D

this is how they cook their lamb. nice ehhh. :)

i thought this kitten was the cutest ever! so in love with it. the lady asked if we wanted to bring it home but......that would be too troublesome. haha.

at some lost civilisation thing...i dunno la.. it was jus super hot that day man. haha

oh n the strangest thing happen. its like lucky but unlucky. hahah. we went to another desert...called the flaming mountain. and apparently it looks like its on fire or something. but the day i went there......it was.....raining! like what the! its a desert, its not supposed to rain. n my tour guide said in the past 10years hes been here....its never rained before. so its like cool...in a way but not cool cuz the whole mountain was foggy and i couldnt even see the mountains at all. oh well.

ohoh n another cool thing. i actually saw a mirage. n i tell you. it looks freaking real! like seriously. so real man. until i got scared. like say im stuck in the desert next time n saw that...i would seriously think it was a lake and everything. so cool! but couldnt take a pic of it...too bad..

anyways im feeling lazy already....so ya thats the highlights of my trip. hehehe. :D

and im so bored at home now....nothing to do! please someone ask me out! ask me out! ask me out! i have nothing to do!!!

:D

2007-09-14T00:08:00.000+08:00

wow. i only have one subject left to go. and that is...

FINAL YEAR PROJECT!!!

ahhhhh!! *panics*

haha. but i really have to say. I thank you God for helping me through this time of stress school work. i know i worried abit and all but thank you for helping me through it all!

yes....

todays presentations werent that bad.....quite interesting. seemed like lecturers were in a better mood so yay.

now with hols i cant wait to relax! haha

and i can start bloggin again! haha esp since josh is gone. hehehehehehehe.

(not that im happy hes gone but....yea)

sooo..today i was on the bus to church for my meetin ya. n this guy. like 18 years old was starin at me! very long! like. wait. its not even staring its like leering. you know. UGHHHH! like so ham sup gui. (notsure if i spelt that right). like he starred at me when i got on. so i looked back at him. then he like leerrrred. n i like starred again. n when he got off the bus he was still leering. eeeeee. i felt like askin him to piss off. hehe. or something you know. but that wouldnt be very godly would it. hahah.

so yucky thou. n reminds me of sharifah n i. somehow. everytime im with her we have guys starin at us. too hot for them to handle i tell you. haha. but seriously. i dunno why. right sharifah? its really always. not only old man. middle aged. young geeky nerdy secondaryy school wearing uniform boys. n like the other day in sunshine plaza we were sitting n this guy was starin at us...walkin pass. then we were like ookay. then he stopped on the left of me. with his back facing me scratched his butt! or back! but like EWW.

mad pple around man.

okay. im done with rambling about that. phew. anyway. been goin on facebook. its quite addictive. haha. n i like the photos part. n like the whole system thing works better than friendster! hah

oh n ohmy. guess what cassie did yesterday. she stole a loaf of bread and ate it. YES. a whole loaf. a loaf of my gardenia white bread i jus bought home! i dont even know how. but she seriously tore a hole in it n ate it. all except...2 slices??? madness. n i tell you. she honestly loooked like she grew fatter on the spot. even now. she looks fat already! just like that! no more curve shape! my gosh. n so we din give her dinner. or breakfast. and halfcup of dinner today. haha.......shes on a diet. crazy la......

but yes. shes still so cute i'll put a pic of her anyway. heeh.

hehe so cute! i took this with my new cam. not bad eh? i mean new hp. yesyes i got a new hp!!! its so prettttyy i know it seems like i always change hp....but......my old one spoilt again. yes. lousy. i love this one thou. so niceeee!

okay..another pic from my hp! ahaha...bored at sunshine plaza waiting for posters to print....took us 3 hrs la! ive never EVER had to wait that long. so annoyed. anyway, n they raised the prices i think! i distinctly remeber it cost 10 for one. and at peace centre it cost 12. but now at sunshine it cost 16 bucks! per piece. i had 5. wasted 80 bucks, %^$&@$@#!!

yes. feelin more broke now. not as bad as the other day, i went to art friend....bought materials for my model..happily went to pay....n got a shock at the counter! it was total 70 bucks! like what the.

70bucks!

i was abit paise. but i had to tell the lady to cancel the stuff. din know it was that ex.....yes. embarrassin. but oh well. ouch.

man. im hungry. i love eatin supper. mmm. i think i'll go cook cheese omelette....yuuuummm.

ohoh. i cooked pasta the other day! yesterday! aglio olio. haha my own made up recepe. not bad thou. yums. okaokay. gonnaa go eat. goodnight.

2007-08-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

brenda's food cravings of the day!

-kfc

-corochan

-tea leaf eggs! mmmm.

okay. i havent blogged in ages...havent had much time...not that i have much time now but anyway. decided to do a short one for fun. hehe.

anyway. just wanted to say i have 2 things to thank God for!!!! :D

1. i passed my driving test! i almost said i passed my driving licence. and that does not make sense. anyyyyywaayyy. yes i CAN DRIVE! how weird is that. haha i drove amaris, jessie and steph around. heeeee.

2. i got into CSD awards thing! yay. cool...thank God for that man. i couldnt have done it without his help! so yes. now im a member of the chartered society of designers. yayyyyss :D

God is so good. hee.

shall go back to doing the irritating p3. no mood but God will help me through it.

toodles for now.

eating beef jerky now. mmmmm.

2007-07-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

anyway. went out with mandy to holland v.....had brekos. yum...

this we went to this cool place called cold rock. hurhur. its really cool. and i met alina there...my old mg school mate. the place is pretty nice. the people there are loud and noisy...looks really fun to work there. haha jessie...you wanted to work in an icecream place right? this place seems nicer than daily scoop. haha the people are pretty hyper. and when u walk in they all welcome you LOUDLY.

anyway. the place is quite cool. as i said. you like choose diff flavour icecream and "mixers" and then they put it on this cool rock and they mix it tog. so you have flavours like mars bar...malteasers...nerds...etc.... we had peanut butter, vanilla with gramham crackers (which were SO YUMMY) and brownies. pretty good. except we couldnt finish it. abit sad. but i was so full from brekos. hehhh. but its good nonetheless. :D

our pretty ice cream. that looks a little.....melted. haha.

anyway..today was josh's graduation! finhally! after so many years man.

hes now officially a pilot. hahaha. cooooool huh. :D

josh giving his sppech. see that huge trophy in front of him? its ahem. full of beer. how nice. they had to drink it all and i must say. it is ALOT. it took like forever man........and that's josh's trophy. how cool is that. :D

hehe him drinking it. you poor thing.

best in flying!

us. :D so proud of him. best in flying and best overall. how cool is that. thank God so much for helping him through the rough times and the stressful times. im proud of how far you've come josh! your a pilot now! check out his new wings on his uniform. :D

hehe so yes. tonight was pretty cool... :D

oh ya. we had cell retreat last weekend. shall post some pics. hehe since i havent been posting themm in a whileee..well. we made steph a treasure hunt. she wasnt too bad at it. haha her prize! a car!

yep. driving on the road. haha. steph with a license. watch out!

played some mahtong game. i dont know. yes. its a weird game. and these are the looosers. hahaha. i have videos of them dancing. have to say ivan's the funniest man.....he was like swinging his butt around. ahahhaha.

yes. all of us din realy sleep. i had 15mins of sleep. which was like...between calling macs and settling the money and till our macs breakfast came. yumyum. and so i caught zach...sleeping with his mouth open as usual....erh.

last but not least...josh (not my josh) sleeping with his baby bolster. that grey thing there. hahaha. super cute. and we still dont know the name of it yet. like seriously. he wouldnt say. makes you wonder what kind of name he named it huh. :P

yeeeps. im lazy to do anymore. oh! man. i should show the pics we did for our ilick tshirts. it was really cool. a copy of ipod adverts. ahha.

thats's me! cool huh. :D i.l.i.c.k. (i live in Christ's Kingdom) :D

that's stef's one. i put it up cuz it think its so cool!

okay. i really wanna sleep now. ahhaaa. maybe will post pics soon! good nighty people!

:(

2007-07-12T09:59:00.000+08:00

i feel incredibly sad today. because i came to school and there's no class! as in i din need to comeeeee. aaaahhhhhhh.

feel quite stupid. haha

shucks.

and i did alot of stupid things today. i forgot to bring my ear phones. which means i cant watch stuff on compy now. and my harddrive was uin my bag this morning and i took it out! cuz i din wanna carry stuff!!! not smarttttttt.......feel like knockin my head on the wall. erghhh.

so now i got nothin to do. dumdedum....

how sian. n i have driving laterrr. erkks. i feel nervous. somehowww. and i have to wait so 2 hours! what should i doooo? go library . haha. such a nerd.

i jus embarrassed myself just now. okay only poly pple will understand, but to get into the study u must reach over this thing to tap ur card (its like a trick) and im too short to reach over this glass thing and i was all alone....so i had to climb! aaaaah. haha. hope no one saww. hehehe. so now im stuck in my studio. better go out if not i cant get in anymore. ahaah. shucks.

wat else should i write??? eheehhe. my life is quite boring now...hmm. have to come up with some story for creative writing. eeeks. maybe i should start working on that. but its like too early to think.......or maybe i'll jus sleep. haha.

2007-06-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

okay. i have too many pictures of aussie to put up! haha maybe one day when im reaqlly free and can be bothered i will. :D shall jus put some up for now. hehehe.

okays. i forgot to bring my toothbrush. yes i know. not ery smart. i dont even know how i forgot to bring it man....but yeps. so this is what i did on our first night! :D

very nice

went to victoria market. haha we got the guy to kiss it. how gross! but he did it! ewww!!!

okay. so random. :P

i lvoe the park there. so prettttttyyyyyy.

hehehe all the stuff i bought! i bought really cheap stuff man! like i spent less that 20 aussie bucks for each item. wow huh. :D love the sales there man.

okay. im sick of puttin pictures already. haha. nevermind! next time i shall. i wanna sleep now or something..nighty!

life is great! ohman. i sound like the great eastern advert.

2007-06-06T17:00:00.000+08:00

oh man. okay. i finally got my butt on the chair to finish up all the yucky work ive been puttin off! okay..maybe not so yucky buttttt... :D

i filed all my work from CPG!

gasp!!

im so organised huh. hahaha. so happppyyyss. :D

and i packed my room

and i decided to come online PROPERLY and blog and read others blogs and check friendster and check my mail and do all the online stuff ive been neglecting. haharraharhs!

okay. i feel abit hyper today anyway.

um.

what was i going to say. i forgot....hmmm.....yes. so anyway. ive been packing for melbourne and camp. ohmygosh! i really really cant believe its here. like camp's in 2 days?!?!?!!?!? how soon. im so excited. because for once i dont have to like plan anything in camp and jus relax and enjoy myself. hehhhh. whoops. but i miss enjoyin events without like all the panic and makinf sure stuff goes smoothly. haha. so glad i can jus enjoy camp man. all of us together again. :) i cant wait. hehe

also melbourne. ah. so exciting. shucks. i need to start researching on places to go. hehehe. really so happy i get to go with ban and kristina and maybe celeste??? haha. and of course visit jolene. wheeee. :D

oh the other day, my mom msged me something about her fren needing models to practise for some waxing and asked if i knew anyone who wouldnt mind volunteering. and josh read the msg and guess what he said...

he said...

what? thats so weird. then you'll have a wax figure of yourself.

and i tell you. i jus looked at him and laughed and laughed and laughed and laughed. honestly. i havent ever laughed that hard for so long in a long timme. i seriously couldnt stop.. i jus like. couldnt breathe. and laughed....like mad. hahahhahahahahaha. even thinking about it now makes me laugh. HAHAHAHAHAH. he was quite embarrassed after that. but i thought it was cute. :) oh man.

been going shoppin quite alot. but i HAVE TO. its like the GREAT SINGAPORE SALE. and josh keeps telling me to shop in aust...not to shop now....but im like shoppin for clothes to wear in aust! hahahah. kiddin. :D

oh.

i realised i blabbered alot. hmm. lets see if i have new pics to post. i know i havent done it in a while...ayeee...

okay....see how bored i am at work. i secretly take pictures with my handphone. while tryin to hide my fone. hehehehe. but i jus thought it was so pretty to see the colours! but my hp cam aint that good i guesssss..

haha...picutres of laminates. yes random. but i thought they looked quite pretty too. hahaha.

on the last day of work we decided to "celebrate" and have pepper lunch which i had for the first time. :P bad mistake thou.....the whole day later i smelt like it. yuckssss!!!!! but like my new boyfren??? :D

snd this is renee's new boyfren. hahaha. i thought it looked cockeyed. :P

and this is deon's one. i thought it looked sad...but thats cuz she was sad that day. awwww..

i shouldnt show you yixin's one. it looked like it had been in a car accident. hahahahahhahaha.

anyways. next topic! haha. while makin bernie's card i stuck them on my wall so they wouldnt get tangled......and i thought it looked quite pretty! hehehehe.

next tpoic again! haha. i secretly creeped up on cassie and took picture of her spying on my neighbour. haha. its one of her fave hobbies. to sit on my mom's room balcony and watch pple play tennis. so cute huh. or maybe shes eyeing the tennis balls. im not sure. haha.

another random topic. haha. went to shanins beautiful house one sunday. :D watched so shows her dad acted in. haha. quite cute.

bit blurry but what the heck. :D

random random! and we spilt coke on her very expensive carpet. luckily it din stain. hehehehe. heng man. if not aunty anne will kill us all. erk. scary.

this is abit late. haha old picture but amusing nonetheless. see. this is what you do when you hang out with weird people especially weird photographers that make you take weird pictures in a secret corner of takashimaya until 3 security guards come and check on you and the last one kicks you out of your little corner. how fun. :)

grins.

phantom of the opera pictures! well. blogger takes a long time to upload pictures...

i kindof took pictures of the set too. heh. so pretty. but better not show here if not i might get sued. hahahahha.

and i thought this was prettty coooool.

okay...im tired of blogging. takes so much time man. hmph. anyways batam and melbourne here i comeeeee!!

2007-05-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

happy day today. :)

grin grin grin!

2007-05-17T21:12:00.000+08:00

:D hellos everybodys.

okay. i spoke too soon. sigh. got alot of work now! blehhs. my supervisor's leaving me on tues! so must rush all the stuff for her man. seriously. everything. so far this whole project ive been solely doing it. hahahaha. i did all the drawing, floor plans, floor pattern layout, reflected ceiling plan, furniture layouts, furniture detailings, even the furniture lists! which is like excel...a list of all the drawing plans and everything! im quite proud of myself. even my supervisor said that i can start work. haha shes always saying why cant i start work now and work full time. har har har. i dont think i will...........heh.

but today i got offered an extension. haha my supervisor's panicking cause im leaving next week and she has a new girl coming in on mon but she's scared the girl wont know what to do...since my supervisor's leaving. hahaha. so she asked me to stay. then i was like....pay me more and i'll stay! and she was like...really ah? i dont mind paying you more.....(but i was joking la!) ew. i want my holiday! ahha but anyways i can only extend a week more cuz after that im going for holidayssss!!! yayyyys. i really cant believe its so soon. like going to melbourne. honestly it feels bit unreal. man.

im going to complain about someone now. hahah i know so evil. but! honestly. okay. this guy right, was supposed to do the reflected ceiling plan and floor pattern plan. and then he left for leave...for like a few weeks. then when we look at the drawings tog we're like...oh my gosh. its totally messed up la. like....so many mistakes....the curve lines arent curve...the floor patterns are weird....the layout for printing is all funny and everything is like so...you know. bo chup. anyhow do. then he flies away on his merry little trip and i get stuck correcting all the mistakes he made! like what the!

so annoying. -_- so now i have to go thru everything single layout to check for funny mistakes, ugly curves and what not. make me so much busier la. now must rush so many things by monday. boo hoooooo. even my supervisor's worried for me. hhaha but she cant really help me cuz she doesnt do autocad. -_- ergh.

okay. i feel better now. haha. yay.

enough of work. bleh. 6 more days! then i can start watching my shows and sleeping late. i cant wait. oh man. lately ive been craving so much food! everything man!

brenda's top 5 crave foods

1. Jap potato thingy. i dont even know the name the cheese one. mmmm.
2. peach strudel
3. ffish keropoke
4. sharks fin soup. (heh)
5. taiwan fried chicken thingy. that you know spicy one.

gosh. all this thinking about food's making me hungry. haha esp emailing yixin at work. wah when we talk about food..i start fantasising about all the food man. yummmmmy. :D which reminds me...im gonna miss my kimchi ramen at work.......it was so yummy. addictive man. like what yixin says...out of the 100 times we eat there, i eat ramen 70 times. or something along that line la. but its so nice! and it keeps you warm. hehehehe.

oh man. i should stop rambling. i better go prepare word for cell tom! then i'll go sleep! yay. i sleep so early now..like 10.30 or 11. hee hee hee.

2007-05-10T20:19:00.000+08:00

ahh..i realised my sister put a video that i filmed of cassie on youtube! so like you can hear my voice!! eeks. haha at least no one knows it me. haha.

anyway. life has been blah.

sianssssss. :P

12 more days of work left!!!!

2007-05-09T20:48:00.000+08:00

my cheek hurts.

see. the luggages in my room fell out of the cupboard cuz of my sister and cassie...and i din know...so i opened the door and walked in but then the door rebounded off the luggage and hit my face. so yes. ouch. :(

anyways........im blogging again. ive been so lazy. hardly go on the internet now. haha. lazysss. :) all i do is go online, check mail then shut down...

but i decided to write! see! im so nice!

so many things happened....ayeee..

work is still...slack. haha im so scared! what am i gonna write in my report! i mean im given proper work and all but.....its not alot i guess..and they dont give me deadlines...like you have to finish by tonight! sort of thing.....so yea...i take my time doing them..

my supervisor went on a holiday....so now my VP and this architect are my supervisors. somehow even though my VP is really nice and everything..i feel intimidated by him! really! everytime he walkes into the office or i hear his voice i get...like.....not scared. but like. oh! pretend to do work. hahas.

apparently now im supposed to do material and presentation boards for them....so that means alot of cutting and mounting. the only problem is, the architect im other runs away from me. haha okay la...not really. but its really hard to find him. hes always busy...and i email him asking him to pass me stuff but he doesnt. -_- so.....dunno what to do man! hes supposed to tell me what materials are used for what...............

nvm. tom i shall annoy him too. haha

its a pity thou...i din really bond with my workpple. guess its cuz i have lunch with TP pple...so thats one bad thing i guess....hehhh but now its also weird to bond...cuz its like 12 days left! so i dont really talk to them......SIP seems really short man. like super fast. its like i cant wait for it to end, but then again...its like....huh! u mean attacment is over just like that? seems short! i din learn much!!!!!!

ahhhhh... my vp's really nice....he was talking to the other architect....thinking of stuff for me to do...he said like...i know...she can call the suppliers...ask them to come down and see the materials...but then the architect was like...no la.dont need. i scared she waste all her time talkin to them then in the end its out of our budget...then my vp says....why dont you bring her to the site (cuz i needed some boards that were left there) then the architect said no need la...im going there for a meeting later, i can bring it back.....then my vp said i could try 3d viz to do up the rooms to see whether the materials go tog BUT THEN THE ARCHITECT SAID IT"LL WASTE TOO MUCH TIME!! jhahhaha.. i wanna do those stuff! sounds fun! then he kept saying no. :(

so...im stuck....

i hope tom i'll get to start cutting and sticking the boards. at least that should be fun. hehehe.

anyways. enough about work. enough!

think happy thoughts. :D

i went to phantom of the opera the other day...it was ncie! i like the set and the effects! haha but i thought the ending was sad! josh said it was a happy ending what...she ran off with the guy...but i felt so sad for the phantom person...even though hes quite creeeeppy. honestly creepy. haha. but it was so sad...it left me with a sad feelin but i did not cry! hah!

but there was one scene where the guy jumped off the bridge then i was like! where did he go! where! cuz i missed the illusion. haha. but then josh told me..and i was like ooooohhhhhh.

but its a nice musical i guess...nice songs! but i wished there was a happier ending for the phantom! he like so poor thing!

ohohohohohoh! i forgot to blog!

im going melbourne!!!

XD

how exciting is that! i get to see my dahling againnnnnnn!!!!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeee. and crash in her house. haha. so excited. :D

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okay la. this blog entry feels very long....dont miss me too much everyone! hahahah

2007-04-25T23:17:00.000+08:00

for the first time, i worked OT today!!

well. jus half an hour OT but its still half an hour!

haha. but.....turns out i din need to.

at 5.30, my supervisor comes and sits next to me tellin me all these changes that i needed to do. its quite unnerving really, to have someone sit next to you, watching you do autocad. but oh well. thanks to my slow senile computer....it hung on me!!! and like, because she was tellin me what to change n everything i forgot to save! so everything was gone! stupid right. so i was like...ahhhh. n redid it.

then she told me like alot of changes to change...n said she needed to send it to the guy so he can change....n then i forgot to ask is i needed to finish it by today...but it sounded like i did...cuz she said it was urgent. so i rushed like mad. doing autocad superly fast. haha. but then my mommy came to pick me up cuz we had family dinner....n i was like...oh no. i havent finished my work yet. of all nights to be busy. finally....i found my supervisor...and then she was like...eh? you're still here?

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she gave me the impression i had to finish it by today!

make me stay back for nothing!!!!

hmmphhh!!!!

but anyway she said i have to finish it early mornin tom...so i shall go work tom morning and chiong! at least i have something to do.

hehehehe.

almost half way through SIP. jia you everyone!

you know what i realised? if everything goes according to plan...and it should go according to plan.....i have holiday from 17 sept to end of the year! bwahahahahhahahahahhahahahah!!!!

how cool is that?

i love holidays. my dad told me to go work. -_-

but i guess i should. heh. find some nice company. hehehe.

or either that, i'll see if i can take a course in 3d..so i'll learn how to do 3d really cool!

but 17sept to 31 dec! thats like....3.5 months. woooh.

cant wait. XD

anyway...im not goin korea anymore. booooooo. cuz i better finish up my subjects first..sucks thou..it would have been fun. n cool. n exciting. arhswells.

i have a cute picture of cassie to put up. which ive been meanin to put for a while. :D

my punk dog cassie. how cute. :)

2007-04-23T17:14:00.000+08:00

okay...i know i havent been bloggin in a long time. so...tiring laa....every night im like super sleepy doing csd proj...but its done! yea!! now all i need is God to help me get in. hahaha.......

so many things happened that im too lazy to say all of them. sian ah.

work is okay....bit boring but oh well...............maybe if im in a hyperer mood i'll blog more next time....except i love lunvh times. they are seriously the funniest moments ever. i'll miss lunch at work next time man. hahaha.

but today...i feel kinda high/took sleeping pills/ faint. honestly. i feel like im gonna blackout any moment and im not sure why. its like those light headed feeling you know...where u feel like ur floating...n i dunno why. i mean....i feel really sleepy but i dont think its cuz of lack of sleep. too bad. i jus feel like my body's swaying even thou im not.

weird.

oh. n one that exciting that happen to me was that i somehow exploded my dad's comp. yes. not very smart. but i din do anything wrong! all i did was switch it on and suddenly there was like a loud pow! or. bang? i dunno. like this huge spark thingy and gave me the freaking shock of my life. i was so freaked out la. so now my dad's compy is down....hehhhhhh. not my fault! n i even smelt smoke la. freaky right.

somehow im like jinxed with computers. haha okay la. no such thing. but seems like im always the one either spoiling the comp, or jus finding the comp spoilt. like my sister uses her comp and then theres no pprob. then once i touch it, like switch it on..it like dies on me. my comp also. always dying on me.

sian. computers are so annoying. anyway. i better go sleep now. tired... toodels
anyway. i'll post pics next time

holidayholidayholiday!!!

2007-03-22T00:36:00.000+08:00

okayss...today was my last lesson! but i have to say...i guess i'll miss leadership class! i mean that class was quite fun. :) with all the um. weird stories about americans being overweight and valueair. yup. haha.

today was like....random class. gave us one final quiz to do.. -_- did normal evaluation of lecturer,..yada yada. oh! n reuben, my lecturer, sang for us. hahahahhahaha, i really wanted to laugh. cuz it was so weird. but not in a bad way....it takes courage to sing in front of so many pple! n i guess his singing was...not bad. hahah. then it was funny photo taking time. kinda weird actually. phototaking. haha but i guess our class was such a fun class that our lecturers will miss us. hahahah. yep.

so now its holiday time! but i have to do my csd project. sigh. i cant run away from it anymore. man. i procrastinated it since jan man. but now i have 1 week left to do it. errrks. so must do! haha. i asked rachna today for some examples of like photoshop rendering. n she sent me some stuff. n i must say....those stuff look so nice n pro la! dunno how to reach that standard man. die lars. haha. i hope i can make it. erks. God must help me! ah!

hehe. had driving yesterday.......man. wasnt very good. hahah. i dorve too fast around bends apparently. but really. it din feel fast! oops. n i accidentally beat the traffic light. which i will NOT do anymore! must stop this bad habit man. i beat it twice la! haha but i thought it was too late to stop but i guess......it wasnt. hehhh. then my instructor let me park the car! was so scary...cuz like. i havent learnt it yet! i dun even know how to reverse. so he was like. full lock left! okay right bit. release clutch slowly! drive forward. right abit! stop stop!!! i did hit the back tire. hehhhhhh. pai se la. but i wasnt prepared. haha cuz he din evn warn me that i was goin to park the car... haha.....man. i must improve my drving!

siigh......random...but this guy came n took my toilet bowl taway today. so now i have no toilet! hahah must go all the way downstairs to pee. bleh. so tiring. haha. i better not drink water tonight man!

okay la. i feel like i blabbed alot. erhh.

shall gooo! tas.

schools ending yay!

2007-03-19T13:56:00.000+08:00

well....2 more days of school then no more! yay!

hehehe.

i have one thing to say..

cassie is so ugly now!

hahahahha i know. i sound super evil but i cant help it! seriously!

everytime i see her i go....ahhh.. hello my ugly dog! haha

i have a very unflattering picture of her now....but still contemplating whether to post it or not. haha later u all see and think that cassies not cute anymore!

well. my sister shaved her head. face. thats why. n now...she looks super ugly n wrinkly. hahahahaha. but i guess she kinda looks more like a cocker spaniel now. hahaha. ah weeeell. still. super ugly! :)

n now. her head is super small, n her butt is super big. cuz we din shave the rest. so she looks super unproportional la. hiyoh. sad man. cassies fat. -_-

she kinda reminds me of elmo now! as in....sharifah's cat elmo. head so small...butt so big. ahha. :)

anyway....nothins been up really..........have 1 more presentation to go then its working life! erks. i hope hope hope hope hope. it'll be fun. please please please!!!!!!!!

scared.

:P

oooh. i ate at this really nice jap restaurant theother day! is called raku zen. :)

oh man. the food there was.......yum. thats all i can say.

i was so hungry i ate my food before taking picture of it first! and the udon here is the best. seriously. ive never eaten this yummy udon before la! the noodle itself was like.....wa....all nice n chewy n squishy. i was so happy jus eatin the noodles. haha.

anyway. yesterday i ate haagen-dazs! yummmmm.

sigh.....it really was nice man. although...haagen dazs is a ripoff! this cost 17 bucks plus gst. ouch huh. but we had vouchers so yay. cheappper... but honestly. this was super yummy.

oops. i had abit of an accident. :)

well......life has been...good. :) tas pple.

2007-03-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

well....i only have one dog now...i guess most of you probably know what that means.

sigh....i will love you berri forever and ever and ever and ever....you'll always be in my heart.

muacks.

sharifah's bimbo question of the day

2007-02-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

:)

todays class was okay i guess. super sleepy thou. i dont know how our lecturers talk for 3 hrs straight. its madness. so class has been tiring....if not for my mommy fetchin me sometimes....i'll get home around 11 plus. hehe. so yay.

anyway. sharifah's bimbo question of the day:

brenda and sharifah: discussing.....well known leaders..

sharifah: julius ceasar!

brenda: umm. i think thats too long ago...

brenda: oh christopher columbus!

sharifah: um hes the guy that....found...

brenda cuts it: hes the guy that found singapore! eh wait. i mean USA. heh

brenda: i know....mao zhi tong

sharifah: confucious! eh. who is confucious ah? is he a god?

Brenda: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. CONFUCIOUS?!?! GOD?!!?!? MAD LA.

so yea. laughed alot.

her bimboness never fails me....

but that reminds me of another group member whos a real bimbo too. or blur sotong. its quite funny. hahah. but thats besides the point.

haha todays driving was good!

my instructor was like.....i have a secret to tell you.....n i was like ummmmm. what secret? n he was like.......you drive better in the rain. ahhahahahaha. then he said maybe u should pray for rain during ur practical test.. hahahah. very funny. but ya i think i did better! getting used to the controls...dont have to think so much anymore. :)

got theory test tom! must pray hard i'll pass! :D

anyway. gotta go my DiSC survey again. honestly. ive done it so many time....3 times in church, 1 time in mg...now again in tp. ah sian la! n i cant log in. :( boo.

oh well. hopefully tom i can log in...if not i have to bring some random one that i did the last time. haha.

so sleepyyyy...good night!

gong hei fat choy!

2007-02-25T22:25:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year everybody. :)

:)

i finally got my nice song thanks to esther....tried to put it on my blog but it doesnt seem to be working. AH WELL. :)

its still nice to listen to. haha. so catchy.

:D

yay.

been playing this games....me and my katamari. yes i know it sounds really weird but its quite fun!! shall show u a picture of it. haha.

its bascially like. u have mission and u roll this ball...or katamari around collecting stuff. hahaha sounds mad? yeS? anyway. that colourful thing is the katamari. its quite fun! :D

hahah.

sooo ya....had a fun chinese new year i guess. usualy visiting until i got so sleepy n tired. haha. yesterday went to my cousin's hous where i watched them go mahjong crazy and play for dunno how many hours. honestly. mad people. haha

went so discovery centre too! random i know.....but...josh wanted to watch some fighter pilot show...hahha. man, i thought discovery centre would be fun. but its really boring. they talk about civil defence n stuff like that. -_- science centre is so much more fun lor! haha.

im in love.......

hehe. wannabe pilot.

haha real pilot..... :)

hehe. danger. mad woman on the loose.

okies. random pic of cassie. but i thought she was so cute. we teach her how to "wait" for her food. then u go "okay!" and then she'll eat it. cute huh. :)

look at her frownin in concentration....resisting the temptation to defy brenda and eat the food.

haha another random pic i koped from stef. haha i jus thought it was really funny. they all look constipated. :) no offence to the game! hahah.

anyways

yep. starting night classes tom. what a dread. :( but at least i can sleep late in the mornin! wooo. n have lunch n dinner at home. yay. :D n i take my finaly theory for driving this thurs. please pray that i'll pass! please! :D honestly. so far ive been readin the stuff n it seems so.....basic. haha im afraid i think i'll know everything then go in and fail. hahah. dies.

okeis. shall go off now. toodle-loooo.

2007-02-23T00:45:00.000+08:00

well....

happy chinese new year!

shall blog properly another time. anyway....been watching one tree hill. n theres a song in there i like! it kept gettin stuck in my head!

its called how to save a life....by the frays i think...

anyone have it? hahaha i want it! must give me! :D

i think it was also in greys anatomy...but im not sure. someone download the song for me! its nice!

okays....i better go sleep. nighty. :D

2007-02-14T00:35:00.000+08:00

well....school today was quite lame......

bleh.

felix wrote some stuff on the board. like our schedule for the next few days...

like what we have to hand in when etc..

then he wrote

wed 21 feb 07 class resumes

n sharifah asks me? huh? what class re-sum-may?

bimbo!

its class re-sumes la!

haha laughed quite hard. hahahaha.

and then felix says some stuff then he asks...

okay. so whats the magic word?

n we are all like? huh? what magic word? thanks? please?

then he was like...

class dismissed!!!

-_-

after only 20 mins. waste time man. all we did was he tell us on friday we have mock presentation. and we handed in our drafts. blehhhhhh..

but at least i got to borrow more books from the library. haha. 8-) nerd.

got driving tom. erks. gonna drive on the road now! like outside. scary!

haha. yesterday, while driving in the circuits, i saw 2 fighter planes landing...thought it was super cool la! like so big! then i got disctracted. haha never look at the roads properly. oops. well. gettin the hang of driving now. haha. hopefully i can pass soon. n hopefully im able to park and reverse my car. haha. it sounds tricky.

anyways.......shall go now! got class tom again. i bet it'll be 20 mins long again! aiya sian ah.

:(

2007-02-08T00:11:00.000+08:00

sigh. dont feel in the best of moods now...jus feel so sian. like life is so. blahh.

i was happy jus now thou. happily claimin stuff. like free movie tickets and restaurant vouchers for my mommy. yay. haagen das vouchers...

but now...dunno feel so bleh.

sigh. nvm...

jus thought blogging might help. but it din. maybe sleeping will.

siighhh...weird people.

2007-02-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

man. i hate taking 23 to school sometimes! have to stop at like tekka market....and wait for 23. then the other day, 23 took super long to come. n i went to sit at one of the seats. then this old indian man came n stood close to me. so i looked at him. n he was lookin at me. so i thought he was hinting and wanted to sit down. so i stood up to give him the seat. n like walked to the front of the busstop. then i saw him standing at my seat there but not sitting. so i was like...okkay maybe he doesnt wanna sit. oops. but din think much of it. n went to lean against the pole. then someone brushed past me and it was him again! n he stood in front of me smiling again. like quite close. n i got pretty freaked out n like turned and pretended to look around n he kept following my graze! somehow he jus liked to stand in front of me n look at me. how freaky is that!

but luckily. 23 came. phewwwww. i mean he din look like a creepy old man. he looked like jus some normal uncle you know. old. nice? but yea. his smile was unnerving. ahwell

i got into cpg! yay. but honestly...im scared! i hope i can cope. i mean.....i dunno la. aiyah. i should have jus gone to a id firm insteaddddd...it would have been so much more fun. crap. no no. cannot regret. must be happy i got into architecture firm. ahhhhhhhhh. GOd. help me. :)

oh yea..i found this scary thing la! this scary book on my shelf! cuz like i ahve this bookshelf and i was lookin for the learning guitar book cuz i think i should try n learn guitar. n guess what book i found!!

some scary black magic book that talked about psychic pple n tarot cards n stuff. n i was like hmmm. never seen this book before. erks. i bet it was some really old book that we used to have. okay la. not really a book. more like a magazine. so i brought it to my mommy n said. we have to throw away this book! n she was like....yea. aiyoh. then she asked me to rebuke the book. which i did. but so funny to find a book there after so long. yucks., but my room is safe! God's here with me. haha. no need to be afraid of a book like that.

yea...anyway. thank you God for everything you've done in my life! My life's so blessed and i know you planned everything for me!

heheh.

2007-02-04T21:03:00.000+08:00

i know its pretty late. but i have to say....im obsessed with princess hours. hahahahh. i jus watched finished the whole season n i feel like watchin it again! i dont know whats wrong with me man. but...i.....havvveee...tooo....stooooppppppppp. aaaahh. n its a nice show! hahaha. aaahhh im gettin into the korean shows thing. which i shouldnt. aahhh. but the last few ep were so drama. din like. so sad. :( hahah. but of course it had a nice happy ending. ehheeh.

anyway. i must focus on other stuff. like my wolverine project! haha! im goin to try n 3d it. wish me luck!

n i have to start learnin my driving. erkssssss. yucks. but i must learn. must. must. must. bleh.

school's been quite voring lately. i think i should stay in the studio mroe. hehe.......n must do my turkish project properly. haha.

hehe jus a random pic of berri. i thought she looked so cute there! ahah that day she wasnt feeling well so i brought her out to walk walk! :)

and another random pic of cassie too. shes begging! how cute is that!

anyway. just for ur own amusement..... :)

haha hope u had a good laugh! have a good week everyone. :D

2007-01-26T00:59:00.000+08:00

haha. my dad is random. he wants to popularise his website. so he told me to spread the word about his website......hiyoh..

anyway. anyone interested in lookin at photos of my dads...which i guess is mostly..india photos...feel free to go to...here. www.pbase.com/virtualink_India enjoy. :)

well. life is not bad. viz is endin. yay. i cant wait. sick of it already. jus need to complete abit more then im done! yay. :D

n i signed up for driving already. FREAKYYYYY. scared. im scared. haha. how on earth do u drive manual??? it honestly sounds very cheeeem. but ah well. better go back to doin poster... tooodles. :D

2007-01-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

well well well....

blog blog blog.

haha. im supposed to be doin my viz now but it can wait.. :) decided to post some pics. hehe!

abit late...but nvm!

anyway..this is what i did for coundown 2007. yup. how fun huh.

well. that night was abit mad. with the guys goin high n stuff;.. haha seriously man. but kempt is a fun game too. cant believe ben tricked me into sayin it. nvm...u all prob dont understand untill u played the game! ahah. :)

well, cheryl n sammi also had their annual party thingy at cheryl's super dooper lovely place. i lvoe her house! its liek so nice la. with the pool n everything. haha the theme for the party was favourite childhood chracter...n im....nothing. haha couldnt think of anything to be! kim is peppy long stockings or some funny name like that that ive never heard of before. haha. n i dotn know who sammi is. ah well! :D that waass quite a funny night. with mike n his. um. gi jane boobs. haha shall not show a picture of that one. hahaha.

well. for the past weekend ive been at this ulu-fied place in changi have a retreat! it was...quite fun i guess. haha. but it was a time to plan events n stuff too....so yea. :)

amaris n i sneaked into the docks tingy unknowingly. haha we din know it was off limits to guest. but ah well. it was fun anyways. the winds were super strong. n this girl that was sailing crashed into the wooden platform thingy. so we tried to save her n push away the sail but the strings kept gettin caught.....n the wind was super strong la! amaris n i were tryin to push it or hold it but......we din really have enough strength. ahah. but in the end one of the girl's fren came to help her.......so we continued happily along. :D

the place is pretty neat actually. with the eternity pool. or what pastor simon calls wall-less pool. haha we were all like. what? wall-less pool? haha we played captain scrunchie in the pool which was super fun la! its like captains ball only.....we used bernie's scrunchie instead. ahha. super fun. yay. my team trashed the other! we like lost count. or more likely....din keep score. but definitely trashed them. harhar!

after that...went to changi village for dinner. yum yum. :D we watched nacho libre after that in the hotel room. lemme just say. that show is the weirdest show ever. its like music is weird. the scenes are weird. everything is man. what a waste of money! we should have watched the devil wears prada instead. haha.

then eman, amaris, shawn n i went to get water n we found this members lounge with a big tv n comfy chairs! so we went in to play taidi. which amaris n i trashed them man. i dont even think they won a game. ahha. n there were these young children in there watchin this horror show on channel 8. it was like 12 something at night. i wonder where their parents were man.

after that we watched some shows n feel asleep in the room. ahha amaris n i went to get our pillows n stuff. so we fell asleep there. ahah. n like in the middle of the night i woke up n heard soemone snoring VERY loudly. n i was like. hmmmm. is that eman snoring? cuz it came from his direction. but then it din sound like it was comin from him. so i was thinkin...ahould i go look? then i thought...nvm la. go sleep.

and then the next mornin we all wake up to my annoyin ringtone n suddenly shawn asks. eh. whos that guy down there? n we all look n theres like this mysterious guy sleepin in the chairs near us. i was like whoa. so there was someone else. haha so weird! i wonder when he came in.

but then we got up all early n got ready for church!

okays. its pretty late now. guess i should go back to doin viz. haha. :D nighty night.

2007-01-17T01:33:00.000+08:00

phew. havent written here in a long time man. been so busy! so i decided to take a break from work n just type abit. ahha.

man. 3dviz is killing me. okay......im almost done but im jus so sick of it!!!!!!

honestly. every single day. for like 3 hrs? okay more than that...i normally go school early to do viz....so thats say....2,3 hrs. then 2.5hrs of class. then 3 hrs at night to finish up our homework. sucks right!. thats like.....8 hrs a day of viz. errrkkss..............n we still have assignment 2 which i havent started. the project is on futuristic design. which is so hard to do! i cant imagine modellin a futuristic design thingy. ah. scary. but i will try! God will help me thru it. hehe.

but i jus have to say, im glad i only have one subject thing block. pity the others that took cds....then they have class from 6-9 too. n that sucks. poor guys. hehe.

ah weell... one n half more weeks til end of this block! yay. then i can play next one. hahaha. so free. must learn driving! must! :D

well. i better go back to do work. toodles.

work...workk....aaaahhhh! work!

2007-01-03T19:16:00.000+08:00

well well well.... its 7.16pm on the first day of school n im all alone in the school comp lab! how scary is that! its so very dark n yucky. but i think the studio's scary too so i shant go down. aaarrggghhh.

i din realise portfolio requires so much work. derek never said anything. ugh. so annoying. now i have 9 days to do it. n i dont even know what we ahve to doooo. crap. someone else me le. tell me what other lecturers said........................erks. better start on it.

me thinks me have to postpone driving lessons to next block where im freer.

started learnin 3dviztoday.

not too bad. i think. stupid viz is so annoyin thou, cuz not used to it...n the functions..n stuff. but practice i guess.....but somehow i feel like i have alot of work ahead! crap.

oh ya. surprisinly my work got chosen for DEFA....hahahahhahaha. honestly. my idea was so..normal...but ah well. have to submit by friday!!!! aaahhh!

n stupid tp has installed new doors n whatnot. so nooowww.....u have to tap to enter rooms n stuff. n the worst. WORST. tap to go out. so lecheh. must start carryin arounf the matric card already......bleh.

so...things to do.

-viz
-driving theory
-DEFA
-portfolio (!!!!)

im scared for my portfolio. erks.

ok. enough rambling. shall go...umm...think of what to draw for defa.

shop till you drop...buy until you die.. :)

2006-12-28T01:19:00.000+08:00

wheeee. lets jus say the hols have been fun! too bad its endin soon. boooohooooo. :(
but ah weell.....ive been on s shoppin spree! yay. thanks to my mommy who has been very ncie to me n bringing me shoppin for 3 days! went to OG on christmas day. haha. not very exciting plaace to shop but my dad had to go simlim to get stuff....soooo...yea. lets jus say the clothes there are quite ugly. har har. :) bought somme bras thou. heehhee..

anyway...on tues decided to go town to shop as there is like sales everywhere!!! n i had to do the last of my christmas present shoppin. yes i know. kinda late......hahah. din buy much for myself but i bought like 4 more presents. yay. :) bought this black top from topshop thou. its quite nice. but abit big. ah weeeell. :) then on weds i decided to go vivo to shop! yay! okay..its quite fun shoppin there thou mostly..pricer clothes. haha but when ur with ur mommy....who cares! :) heehee. i have to say. im almost done with buyin my chinese new year clothes. so fast right! now all i have to do is hide them in one corner n not think about wearin them yet. ahaha.

anyway. i think im abit mad. i bought 5 tops that day...n all of them are spaghetti straps. but nice ones. yay. n bought one of those....half jacket thingys n a skirt! i kept tellin myself i dont need a skirt but......i couldnt resist it. haha. no pants or shorts for brenda thou. :( i seem to not be able to fit any. hmph. but i got 2 new shorts recently so...yay. :)

anyhow. that was fun. after that i went to cheryl's (oh so very nice n pretty) house. :) for their annual party/dinner thingo. :) was quite fun. yummy food. ahaha. shal post the pics later if i get them from kim! :)

okay.....postin pics time! i know i havent done it in a long time. finally got round to doin it...

lets see...on my bro's birthday, we had our light up christmas party!

i invited jolene n ban but ban couldnt make it in the end. awww...anyway. thanks jolene for comin n helpin with the decor n games n stuff! hehe.

a pic of us! i have a funny smile cuz i was eating!n look! we were in christmas colours! haha

well. that was fun anyway. :) n then week after we had shanghai night. haha. it was fun. i was so embarrassed wearin the cheong sam at first but after a while i forgot about it. haha.

sammi and i. she looks quite cute eh. they did some dances n in one dance she was like this guy tryin to woo the singer. n kim n her were quite cute. haha.

the there's my dad.......who was so vain..on that day tryin to figure out what to wear. then he decided he wanted to be a mafia guy..hence the funny sunglasses n suit. his tie even had a dragon on it..but cant see here. haha. he even wanted to carry a cigar around but luckily my mom n i convinced him...um not to. haha.

stef with her cute cute cute umbrellla. hahah.

us girls. :D all of u looked so pretty that night. :)

josh n i. he was wearin some cute chinesey lookin clothes too. haha.

well....the band n dances were pretty good! :) food at the restaurant was okay i guess. hahah.

someone's been cheatin on me!

well. on christmas eve....josh n i decided to cook our own dinner! at first we were like...ooooh lets bake some chicken n potatos..salad! woo. then after lookin thru the cookin books.....we decided. eh. lets jus coook pasta. so much easier. heh. n so pasta it was......without any proper recipe. haha. soo..i gues the pasta was not too bad. i thought it was quite yummy but dry...sam thought it was too herby. n josh thought the chilli was too big n hot. haha but i liked it hot. :)

soo...me cuttin all the ingredients!

frying the bacon n garlic. yummmmmyyyyyy.

oops. forgot to rotate it. ahweell. josh tossin n mixing the spaghetti which i concluded i couldnt do as its like super heavy!!!

voila. our creation. looks yummy eh. :)

well. that was a fun dinner. hehehe. had a nice christmas..hope u all had too! shall upload pics again later!

jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way.....

2006-12-25T00:53:00.000+08:00

well.

happy birthday Jesus! :)

i hope u all had a merry christmas eve....n enojy christmas! dont forget how it all started. :)

i had an interestin weekendd. shall post pics later cuz im lazy. n i should sleep soon. haha cuz i have to wake up at 10 tom! thats like how early!!! haha. havin lunch with my sister's future in-laws. har harr. so early in the mornin thou. hope my stomach has woken up by then. hehe.

anyway, had fun openin my christmas presents! shall talk about next time. thanks everyone for them thou! cassie's christmas present this year was all my wrappin paper from my presents. hahah. n im not cheapo. they make her happy. except when she was done tearin them all apart....n i started clearin up her mess she followed me around with this sad face that said.....why are u clearin up my stuff? n then she'll follow me to the dustbin n look all...why are you throwin my paper into the dustbin. haha it was so cute.

shes such a mad dog man.

anyways. i better go sleep.

merry christmas everyone! :)

hungry.

2006-12-21T00:48:00.000+08:00

im really hungry now. i just dont know what to eat. my microwave oven has officially died on us. finally. haha after all these faithful years of serving us, it took its last breath while baking my beloved bake rice. thankfully my baked rice was cooked if not........id have no lunch. haha.

well. its time it died anyway. its like. older than me. hahaha i think its the same age as my brother. how scary is that huh. well..things used to be much more lasting than the technology these days. like say. my hp! hmph.

anyway. im microwaveless for now. which is quite sad. cuz so many times i pop into the kitchen to warm up leftovers or cook something then i realised. ah crap. no microwave. ergh.

hopefully my dad will buy one soon!

weizhi jus showed me this really gross video of some worm n a cricket. like the worm comin out of a crickit? yucks!!! jus when i was surfing the net for dog ticks n fleas n tapeworms. yucks.

cassie has gotten into a bad habit of rubbing her bottom on the floor. my sis n i are quite worried. they said its cuz sometimes the dogs need to excrete something? eeewwww. i dont want to squeeze cassie butthole to get out the funny thing. i wonder if the groomers did it. n if they did it properly. better check mannn...

oh yes. i brought cassie to the groomers yesterday. they din shave her head this time so she doesnt look too bald! kinda cute now. haha. but my gosh. after shavin her we realised how FAT shes become. i mean last time we made excuse that the fur was makin her fat. but noooo. now that shes bald its like. whomp. one big lump. hahah. we're puttin her on a diet man. :)

anyway......my mommy made me try chinesey clothes today for shanghai night. yay! it'll be fun. but u know....its kinda sad. all the clothes i tried look weird...felt weird. n my mom was like. call urself a chinese! dont even know how to wear chinese clothes. somehow chinese clothes are weird! i mean...i can wear..malay...indian or whatever. but if u ask me to wear a cheong sam im like. ah! embarrassin. haha.

unfortunately. my mom has one that i can wear. but its like birght red! erks. im still........decidin whether to wear that or not. so weird thou! haha.

i dont know what to wear!!!!

*panicks*

okay okay. maybe i'll post pictures soon. im jus lazy cuz my laptop has all my pics but im using my pc for the internet. bah.

oh cripes. school's startin soon. like a week n a half? or so. aaahhh! scary. n i wont be stayin at my aunts place next month. :( im not wanted. okay la. not really. but we'll save money that way. well. its back to an hr n half journeys to school. man thats like 3 hrs wasted. erks. hopefully i can do work on the mrt or something.

i hope 3d viz is fun. i hope i understand it. i hope it wont make my laptop lag! :) which reminds me. have to tell my dad to upgrade my pc's ram! one of it messed up. so he took it out. now my comp lags like mad. so annoying. hmph.

okok. enough ramblin for now.

tas.

holidaysssss. :D

2006-12-18T23:58:00.000+08:00

well well well. im finally updating. yes i know.........havent updated in a long time. haha. arh weells.

nothin much to say really, jus been hanging out n stuff. haha.

although i have to say...waking up late makes me remember all my dreams. n ive been havin weird WEIRD dreams lately. haha its quite funny.

i had one dream where i was queuing up to buy some food in school...n then decided to eat jiu kway. okay i dont know how to spell it. haha somehow i cant think now. u know. that funny white thing with the salted veggie on top. anyway. yes i wanted to eat that. so i told the aunty that i wanted that. then 2 ang moh guys behind me commented that they wanted to eat that too. then the shop lady told me oh. no more jiu kway. n i was like huh? but i see some there....n she started ignorin me n attendin to the ang moh guys.

n i tried to order other stuff but she was totally ignoring me. so i ran to cold storage and cried. hahahahahhahahahahha. weird dream eh.

man. actually. been havin some scary dreams too. erks.

one was like a monster. i cant explain it thou. very hard. but it tried to drown me anyway.

haha another was that i was cuttin some stuff with my penknife and i accidentally cut my stomach! n i was bleedin n bleedin. n i cut super deep i could see my insides n it was really gross. then my dad somehow din want to bring me to his clinic n tried to find me a doctor to stitch me up but it was really hard to find one......haha. stupid dream.

haha that same night my dad had a scary dream too. well. now it sounds funny. but he dreamt that he was comin home n slammed the door on cassie's leg. n she was whining n whining. n he opened the door again to free her n all he saw left was her bone! hahaha. kinda freaky but funny in a way. haha.

speakin of cassie....goin to bring her for groomin tom! how excitin is that. i hope she behaves herself n lets me leave her there. the last time my sister couldnt leave cuz she was whining n whining. haha. apparently she peed n pooped on the guys table too. must remember to bring her to wee wee n poo before going. haha. at least tom she'll look more like a cocker spaniel than a golden retriever which is what everyone thinks she is. haha although. i think she looks very cute like that.

well. anyways. got no pictures to put up. (more like lazy to put up) but wow. u read thru my ramblings. congrats!

oh yes. pple from overseas are all comin back. hurray! yay. :)

wheee days of fun.

2006-12-03T14:42:00.000+08:00

well well well.....

ive been a good girl n working out! hahah

on friday, went to pulau ubin with wz,jessie n amaris! :D

it was fun.....

well...cycled alot and stuff, my legs were killing me man. strangely, the next day they werent aching. i thought it'd be really bad but it wasnt! haha.

heres some random poses. :D

i had fun that day...sorry jessie for makin u go down that scary slope n falling. heh. but it was exciting yea? hahah. i love riding down the slopes man. so nice. n fun. n scary.

well.. we went to this funny area to rest. n it looked alot like grass n stuff. so i went walkin n walkin n then we realised it was seaweed! like a whole field of it. n it was nice n spongey. haha n suddenly i went squish. n got like super dirty. these seaweed things are deceiving man. tsk tsk.

and this guy wanted to walk across n we like watched him n suddenly he like sank into the seaweed! it was actually like super deep. was so freaky. lucky we din walk first if not that'd be me! hahaha. he lost his slipper too. well. i think he might have found it in the end. haha but i thought it was super funny so i took a pic of him. heh.

we had to cross this super scary THIN plank to get across. weizhi was the guinea pig. (i.e if the plank can take his weight, it can take ours. hahahahaah.)

at the temple there were these really cute puppies!!! aaaaaahhhh.

the fairest one was the cutest. the darkest one was mean n liked to bite me. -_- but they were so cute!

jessie: look! an orange fish!

brenda: ummmm. i think thats a bait. hahahahahahhaha. let me take a picture of it so i can put on my blog n say what you said.

jessie: noooo. u cant. thats so evil.

har har. too late jessie. :)

welll...after that fun day of cycling. amaris whined to go vivocity to see the place since we''ve never been there.....so we slowly made out way downnnnn..

bad day to go vivo thou. it was the grand opening. we wanted to wash our dirty, sweaty selves in the water thingy on the roof. har har har. but it was closed. boo. i din get to see it.........well. outside of vivo looks like...inside looks pretty normal...except for the funny green twirly thing. that thing reminds me of standard chartered. i think theres a link somewhere. cuz i saw standard chartered banners being hung around. -_-

well. as usual. vivo was super crowded. we played at toys r us thou! our favourite hangout! :D

dancin with my cute elmo. :D

weizhi's new blonde bimbo girlfren.

i dont think my arms are that long! im not an orang utan okay.

anyway. that day was a fun day. legs were aching like crap that night but it was fun. cycling's kinda fun.

anyway, the next day i made my way down to harbour front again this time for sentosa! wheeeeee.

met at the mrt where we waited a long LONG time. i dont know whats with iad n pple oversleeping. tsktsk. n the hardest was sharifah. we waited for you!!! cuz she lost her hp so....we din know if she was on the way n din want to leave without her. so we waited. n we din have her house no or anything...so it was kinda hopeless. but in the end we decided to leave. haha. made our way to the beach. where the girls convinced the guys to go to palawan beach cuz the toilets were nicer. hahahahahaha.

but.

it was kinda crowded. had some family fun day goin on...too bad. they had nice floats in the water. ahahha. i also saw uncle malcolm there. too bad i din see rachel! his really cute daughter. haha.

so the guys, bein their whiney self, made us WALK back to siloso beach as it was.....less kiddy. har har. the guys can be really whiney if they wanted to you know. hiyoh.

and so we played volleyball n stuff when suddenly i heard this familiar screechy (kidding) voice shout "brrreeeeennnnddddaaaaaa!!!!) n i saw sharifah running towards us. hahahahha. apparently she woke up late. n decided to come anyway, just decided to walk the beaches to find us. how sweet. luckily she was smart enough to choose the first RIGHT beach. if not she could have walked from tanjong beach all the way to the end. hahaha. ur one lucky babe. at least u found us quick.

and so we walked along the beach to "babewatch". kenneth bluffed us. he said he saw alot of babes but when we walked. we din see any at all. how sad.

heres elroy bonding with his favourite yellow scarf. pple kept lookin at him carryin it la. haha how gay. :)

i told kenneth this was such a typical singaporean picture. everyone has one siloso picture. n he was like. really! i dont! thus, made us take this picture.

haha only skinny girls can fit in that! thanks to um..who was it.... kenneth for pushin my fat self up there. hahahaha.

well. had a fun day in sentosa. thank GOd for the good weather man. i got

darker too! yay!

today i walked alot! first went imm to go christmas deco shoppin for the christmas party! wow. we spent quite alot. church owes me money! hahahaha. but it was fun. then after that, made my way down to bugis to print my poster. heheheh. walked to much man. from bugis i walked to sunshine plaza to drop off my thumbdrive. then i walked to plaza sing to get presents! i spent so much money today. i think i spent... eh better not say. but i spent a few hundred. im broke! i have 20 bucks to my name. but im gettin my allowance soon. yay. XD

on my way back to sunshine plaza i met stanley! this guy from school. n he asked me...what are u doin here? n i was like...goin to collect my poster. n he was like....AAAAHHH. DONT TALK TO ME ABOUT SCHOOL WORK. hahah. everyone needs a break from school. :P

n i was happily walking further when i walked near cathay, passed by billy bombers when i suddenly see a mad woman waving at me through the glass. hahaha. okay la. not mad woman. but so qiao. hahah. n so. acting like a total bimbo. i went into billy bombers n the waitress was like hi. n i stopped. n was like. um. hi. then i ran past her n gave jolene n kristina a hug. haha. bimbos. :p

oh well. made my way back to sunshine plaza. busy busy day. thank GOd for holding the rain until i got into my bus home. haha if not i'll be like dead. stuck in the rain, carryin all my stuff. heh.

anyway. im tired today. need a massage! hahah hope theres nice weather tom! then i can bring cassie to the dog run. yay. :D:D

handphones nowadays arh......

2006-11-29T00:24:00.000+08:00

man. sharifah! u lost ur fone!!! n somemore u knew it dropped out of ur bag. hahahahahahaha. power to the max! hahaha.

well....shappa lost her fone. n im well on the way to losing mine too. its gone wonky. like weird. aaaaaah.

why!

why does this always happen to me! why am i a phone jinx.

jus the other day, i was happily messaging. then suddenly. eh! why why why why why cant i exit the message....so i thought my fone hung. switced it off. n on again. n i realised the stupid right buttons dont work. the cancel button or clear button. which was majorly inconvenient cuz when i typed a message halfway n made a mistake....i got stuck! n had to switch off my fone n the on n then type the stupid message again. annoyin right! then when i pressed the centre left button which normally goes to "write msg" it acts as an "enter button" like what the!

then i figured i'll ignore my fone...n so after lunch. i went to reply n message n was super happy cuz it worked! it did. n i was like yay!! my fones working! then i realised the cancel button works this time but the left LEFT button doesnt work. n now it still doesnt work.

so i cant..insert nos in my messages. i cant save my msgs. :( i cant put smiley faces in my msgs. :( why must this happen to me!!! so inconvenient. n jus yesterday. i was scrollin down to do something n my fone like...got stuck. n it kept scrollin n scrollin n scrollin for no good reason. like wthout me even pressing anything. (which was quite funny to watch actually)

well. i have to admit. my fone is senile. :(

n i tried to use my bro\s old fone but its......retaliating against me too. i put my simcard in but it kept sayin insert sim card. :( see la kor. u take away my NICE fone. give me a lousy one that cant even work! hmph.

ah weeeeell. i have to wait 20 more days till my fone comes back from repair! i cant wait!

i love my fone! come back soon!

well. other than that. life hasnt been that exciting. haha.

ive been doin jigsaws. actually one jigsaw. but yay. its comin along nicely. :D

so toodles pple:D dont forget weds night. prayer n praise.tbl.7.30 see you there!!! :D

faints

2006-11-22T17:24:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh. oh my gosh!

i jus found out something interesting. hahahah.

i realised a really hot guy stays in my block!

haha.

went down to buy dinner. n the stupid tapping, sliding door thing got stuck. everything in my condo keeps breakin down. anyway. i saw this hot guy on the way! we were both stuck n had to walk to the back entrance....

but he was with his girlfren. bummer. -_-

haha kidding. but when i first saw him i was like. phwoar. hot guy alert! droooool. n when i say hot. i mean.......good looking!

hehe. its not often u find a hot chinese guy man. which is quite sad.....so..yay. :) i found one. haha.

okay. enough about him. hehe.

done with 2 pages of inec. still got 2 more pages to copy. yay. did it faster than i thought. so jus have to do my stupid staircase which rosli thought was ugly.

its not ugly!!!!

but i shall change it anyway. as i quote "design is 20% you know, you better make ur stairs look....better" thanks alot rosli!

its a nice staircase. hmph.

but i still want my 20% so i will change it to suit rosli.

rosli always rejects my designs. :( boo. maybe theres a generation gap in taste somewhere.

in the midst of the storm, I will be with you.

2006-11-22T14:07:00.000+08:00

well...having a pretty sucky day. i dont know. im stressed i guess. sorta. argghhhhhh..

firstly. in the mornin. as i stepped off the curb to get into the car. i fell into the drain. okay. not fell. i stepped into the drain. still. i got a cut. aah. i havent gotten cuts in a while. sucks...

n met ingrid today. i dont know what to say man. it was really sucky. cuz its not as if i din put effort into the board you know. i mean. i actually did it consistently n yet. i failed. i cant stand it. i know we have a chance to redo it but.....its like xing tong. put effort in it then....its like u dont even get a freaking pass. whatever. at least shes giving us ample time to do it. but seriously. how were we to know we had to do a steoyboard n whatever. aaaargh. i jus feel stressed. i know i shouldnt think about it first. get through inec first. argh. jus no mood to do work since everything around me seems to be....disintegrating. i hate it how ur life seems to go so well n happy n then all of a sudden. everything that can go wrong goes wrong AT THE SAME TIME. then ur like. crap. i dont know what to do. dont know what to focus on. nvm. most of you dont know what im talkin about.

n so irritating. today. on the bus. i was sittin on the seats which are placed sideways. near the front of the bus. n these guys were standin in front of me. n i was mindin my own business when suddenly this guy takes out his hp n like holds it high above his head, tryin to take something. n i was like okkkayy. but nvm. cuz i thought he was takin something outside or like some sign at the top of the bus....n i din really bother. then they were all laughin. n passing the hp around n i kinda saw the pic n it was like a picture of me la. i cant stand people like that. esp immature guys. come on man. ur in poly already n u still want to do these kind of lame things. like what the hell. irritating. so annoyin man. these kind of pple. i dont even know what they were taking but i dont care. jus wished pple like that would grow up. no respect man. like doin it in front of you. like right to ur face. made my bad day worse.

oh yes. n i would like to dedicate this part of my blog to jessie. :) yes you!
its jus that i was havin a crappy enough day...n remember last time u gave me that letter. well. i know it was a long time..maybe 2 weeks. but i somehow felt like. i shouldnt read the letter until the right time...n so i din read it. but today i felt like i should read it n so...thanks for the encouragement. yes. i know that you will be there for me. n God will help me through anything m i need not worry. but today. when i read the letter. it was exactly what i wanted to hear. n i thank God for someone like you. :) love you. n i shall not worry about projects or whatever.

thanks anyway.

all i want to do is be a kid again, where i sled down the grassy hill n play stupid nonsensical games.

2006-11-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh! oh my gosh! guess what. :)

i kinda tried driving my first car! hahahaha.

okay. kinda. i din even press the accelerator much but still. it was so scary!

heh. went to a sort of empty carpark....n i took over the wheel! i basically drove in like. circles. around the car park again n again n again to get used to turnin the car which im still not used to. how freaky is that! aaaah. n after goin around that carpark like dunno how many times....we decided it was enough adrenaline for a while. n then i get out to check out the car that josh got! heheheehe. :)

oh man. n he showed me the boot. which i said was pretty big...n i dunno what i was doing....but i climbed into the boot for fun cuz it was quite big. n theres like a hole where u can reach in to the front...n i was bettin with josh whether i could fit into the hole..(which i couldnt in the end) anyway. he was like. um. other people are staring. n i was like what! since when are there people in the carpark! n he was like...they're in the cars! so crap! i jus went and embarrassed myself by tryin to stuff my head through n too small hole n people were behind lookin! aaaaahhh.

i also realised they were in the car, watchin me attempt driving. which means. driving not in straight lines, driving into carpark lots while turning, driving lousy! eeeerrks.

i suck. haha. im always embarrassing myself.

anyways. to end on a funny note, enjoy!

hehe. i miss you kor!

my butt hurts.

2006-11-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

wheee. im kinda happy. cuz im almost done with my autocad! man. been doin it for the past..... 5 hours? i dunno man. so long! got 3 more elevations to go then im done! wheeeee.

haha i think i can complete it tom...or by tom. then i can print it! yay. n then i'll be kinda done for inec. i realised what kenneth said was true! rosli cheated us. he did!

see....normally in one month we have 15 lessons. one day one lesson. normal teachers give us monday off. so its like 4 lessons a weeks. but noooo. rosli made us come back on mondays too saying like that, we'll end the class in 3 weeks time instead of 4. so we have holiday! n i was like thinkin. okay...i guess i dont mind. then i'll end school earlier! more holidays! so we all came for 5 days a week! now hes tellin us that we still have to do work next week? which is our last week! what is this man! hes cheatin us of our hols!!! aaaaahhh. so he made us have extra classes. how sad is that. :(

boooooooo.

at least im finishin. hate to do detailing work thou. it looks so cheeeeem. but i guess its something we have to know. aaaah.

well. i better not get distracted! must finish up 2 more elevations n a section. yay!

go brenda! haha.